btw.. i found out something... and maybe tis is wat we call genes...

my father like to sing alot and same to me and my sis... but i have never link up together... but jux nw, when i came back home, i saw my father singing again and tats remind me that me and my sis oso like singing maybe because of tis genes? lolx...

anyway, this week, i have notice something... i have no dreams for the future and there's no aim no goals to achieve... which i think i shld be starting to plan for myself of what i really want to be and what kind of life i yearn for... i found out that my surrounding frens already have their dreams in their mind and just about to achieve it whereas i do not even noe what i plan to do after poly graduate... its really a sad case ba... hmmm... anyway, i've try to ask myself wat i really want, but jux cant have e ans right now... maybe its not e right time? haha... for instance, i jux wish to complete my diploma and live my life happily during sch life... or else when i getting older and older, stepping into e real working society tat time, there will be no fun for me, what i have is actually " stress "... tats too sad too.. haha...

i oso have realise tat many of my frens born into a good family which they can rely on.. in terms of financial stability they wouldnt nid to worry abt... there are alot of things which i want to do but i was not able to do, tats mainly becoz we are borned in different family you see.. im not saying tat my family cant let me reply on, jux tat somehow is not as warm as other families... haha... nvm... toking crap... hee...
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