i feel terrible this few days!!!

do you all noe wat happen to me??? i suppose to be happy cox i am specially when get to see, get to hear, get to know abt ... but i jus cant pretend nth has never happened before and jus cant pretend that i know nth abt ... somehow i dun like to be in this way, feels terrible ... it can brighten up my day or make my day bad too... how? wat shld i do? im nt tat kind of person who can jus sit there and do nothing and jus stay by side... i cant i really cant... but neither i can control myself over it... haha... confusing... i do enjoy e way it is now, really enjoy it... but just im nt satisfy! you noe, man are like this... never satisfy with wat they have now... but how? there's nth else i can do further to satisfy myself... hmmm... troubled... hope will get over soon and carry on with wat i have now...
PS: thx to my wolfie girls who are always there to listen to me... =) i aprreciate that...

hmmm... now e other thing... we really distant le... do you all notice tat? maybe not, cox i might be e only who is changing... maybe prob becox i used to tok to my girls and they usually will really care abt me and give me advise.... and i feel respected by them... but now, if i was toking to you guys if u do notice i seldom wan to tok abt my life anymore... hmmm... nw my qs is, in this world is there really nth tat can really last long? nth seems so worthless... in terms of none of e r/s will be able to hold forever...

anyway, dots... suddenly speechless... LOL.... good luck to all projs going on!!!!
@ 6:25 PM