is a continuous from sat - losing a friend

ytds night, i came to know about something which was what i have been wondering about... and i confirmed that im not seeing wrongly.. whether it was a bad thing or a good thing or not... i dunno... pros and cons maybe... but surely i alrdy forsee what will happen and what action you will take... this is what i most concern with...

this morning i woke up early, i saw e msg u send me... again, u choose to emphasize on having you as a fren to me is not impt... i hate tis sentence most... in fact, if any one of my friends said this to me, definitely i will be upset... and indeed i am... im sad not becox you choose to keep a dist frm me, im sad that after so many things i have said, you still think that u urself as a fren not impt... and was obvious that you are not understanding for what i have said...

you may think that you are not impt in a sense... but have you think that not everyone tell every one of their friends about their sadness or happiness? its not lor... ppl chose to share their things with those friends that they trust and they believe that those friends are impt to them becox they will turn to those friends whenever they encounter with any unhappy things, they depend on these friends...

and me, im that kind of person... you make tat sentence, im really upset, cox im depending on you yet you chose to leave... in e past, i can treat you as "those friends", turn to you when im not happy.. but now? though is what i expected but naturally dun wish that to be happened... i mean why cant just think of e positive side that, we still can be frens as ever? and y mux be you guys who always have tis act after all things have happened? its ok now...

i shldnt have lead you on either... just live e way you wanna be, just be e attitude guy u wanna be, just be e way u wanna it to be...

ps: if you see this entry, and you wan to take back your words by all means... but if you choose to think that you as a frend not impt that i shall not disturb you further... im waiting, my friend...
@ 9:54 AM