supposed to be a good news but seems like im not happy at all!

nw think back, i also dunno why i wanted to apply for oipp so much... is it becox of peers influence or i really wish to go over? hmmm... frm e beginning, im not that enthu at all but still i got all e documents and submit it... til when interview, stress up over it but still e interview passed... til now when e result is out, i actually dun wish to go... haha... funny me rite? anyway, though i made e call but Mr tan did not confirmed with me also... but e fact is my name is in e list... hmmm... den i feel quite uneasy and unhappy knowing e result... is it becox my fren nt going with me? or is it i really afraid to go over my on? hmmm... think if my fren going with me, definitely i would nt be so unhappy now alrdy... hmmm... dunno hw... tml see mr tan den decide ba... haha...
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