Thursday, January 29, 2009
last min cleaning up!!
yes, spent e whole afternoon packing my room and my bro room... so tiring, nid to vacuum, mop, push tis push tat... backache after tat... haha... dig out interesting things as follow:
* a extinct discman *
* yeah, tis is a coin... a mould coin *
* a game we used to play with cousins when they come our hse... ghost house, ghost car and etc... *
* a mermaid by my sis... cool right? haha... *
da nian chu yi
went to lao sim hse... had food over there... haha... tat our dress code similar... either blue or green... haha...
* =) pretty sisssss *
* we 3 *
* lao sim *
still went to ah ma and my sis god mother there... but no pics... cox fall asleep... haha... at night my frens gathered at my hse... haha... tat was a late bai nian lor... mostly late... haha...
* guys playing cards *
* its xiong who doing the push ups... haha... *
da nian chu er
* darren - one of my mum's babysit... *
* my mum *
* darius - darren - kigent *
* before i left house to my father side gathering *
* cousins children *
* glad he is not crying.. =) *
da nian chu san
went to bugis and visit ah ma with alvin... had lunch with him and cheng yi... haha... den went to meet up with eric to do some grocery for night dinner... haha... den spend the whole afternoon at his hse preparing the food, eating, stoning, playing, watching... LOL... too bad... no pics taken... =) had a great day still...
@ 2:10 AM
yes, spent e whole afternoon packing my room and my bro room... so tiring, nid to vacuum, mop, push tis push tat... backache after tat... haha... dig out interesting things as follow:
* a extinct discman *
* yeah, tis is a coin... a mould coin *
* a game we used to play with cousins when they come our hse... ghost house, ghost car and etc... *
* a mermaid by my sis... cool right? haha... *
da nian chu yi
went to lao sim hse... had food over there... haha... tat our dress code similar... either blue or green... haha...
* =) pretty sisssss *
* we 3 *
* lao sim *
still went to ah ma and my sis god mother there... but no pics... cox fall asleep... haha... at night my frens gathered at my hse... haha... tat was a late bai nian lor... mostly late... haha...
* guys playing cards *
* its xiong who doing the push ups... haha... *
da nian chu er
* darren - one of my mum's babysit... *
* my mum *
* darius - darren - kigent *
* before i left house to my father side gathering *
* cousins children *
* glad he is not crying.. =) *
da nian chu san
went to bugis and visit ah ma with alvin... had lunch with him and cheng yi... haha... den went to meet up with eric to do some grocery for night dinner... haha... den spend the whole afternoon at his hse preparing the food, eating, stoning, playing, watching... LOL... too bad... no pics taken... =) had a great day still...
@ 2:10 AM
Sunday, January 25, 2009
在2009年里，祝愿大家，
新年快乐，
生体健康，
笑口常开，
爱情顺利，
美满婚姻，
美满家庭，
顺利毕业，
事业顺利，
买4D中4D，
买toto中toto，
发多点新年财，
经济繁荣，
发啊！！！ 嘻嘻。。。
@ 10:00 PM
新年快乐，
生体健康，
笑口常开，
爱情顺利，
美满婚姻，
美满家庭，
顺利毕业，
事业顺利，
买4D中4D，
买toto中toto，
发多点新年财，
经济繁荣，
发啊！！！ 嘻嘻。。。
@ 10:00 PM
that friday night i met up with ssb... wanna have a talk with him... yes, after 2 weeks... people may be wondering why i still need to talk to him since everything has ended... tats becoz i have alot of unclear doubts... moving on with all these doubts, i would regret... i dun pin hope on him anymore... becox i finally uds what kind of person is him... he is decisive person, guess nothing would change his decision ba... so no point i still wan him back... yes, its a tough thing for me... guess harder than any projects in school... haha...
yes, everything is possible to him... including breaking up with me... what else more can i say? have to agree with the statement ma... afterall i wouldnt say the talk did clear my doubts but either i would not say it help me to end my dream... should have wake up long ago... but i realise i didnt... till that night i saw him again... i didnt cry throughout e talk hor... but jus tears in eyes... looking at him, i feel that his working attitue and the way he talk that makes me admire alot... i like that kind of character... very charming to me... haha... but of cox he would not be the one that im going to admire anymore... another feeling i have got is he is jus one small table away from me... he is someone i love and treasure very much... but no use, he is getting further away from me... he is no more my pillar anymore, not someone whom i think he is the closer to me anymore.. yes, very upset... but still i din cry...
the style he do, i could not adapt... but was forced to accept his style of doing... i was pissed off... but what can i do? is alrdy a fact... hmmm... let it off ba... let him off ba... let myself off ba... 4 months of memories between us would always stay, has a big part in my heart... really alot sia... hmmm... that friday night, thx to esther and cheryl acc me after the talk... i requested for a big cry out... perhaps i should say cry for the last time ba... cher says: yokie, stars is always there in the sky... i looked at her and paused a while... i laughed out... finally i get her meaning no wonder want birng me go see stars... LOL... esther says: yokie, think in a positive way, you are one step closer to your true love... haha... true oso!!!
met up with ah sheng, wei, ran, xiong, cl... they keep me acc while i crying... haha... for two breakups, they acc me... very funny also... non stop till 3am? haha... casue my eyes to be swollen like hell plus i only slept for 3 hrs... ytd i work 14 hrs man... i think im really superwoman sia.. haha... cry finish le, tire finish le... start anew ba...
move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on!
i will..
be back the happy yokie in my friends eyes...
*twist*
=)
@ 12:36 PM
yes, everything is possible to him... including breaking up with me... what else more can i say? have to agree with the statement ma... afterall i wouldnt say the talk did clear my doubts but either i would not say it help me to end my dream... should have wake up long ago... but i realise i didnt... till that night i saw him again... i didnt cry throughout e talk hor... but jus tears in eyes... looking at him, i feel that his working attitue and the way he talk that makes me admire alot... i like that kind of character... very charming to me... haha... but of cox he would not be the one that im going to admire anymore... another feeling i have got is he is jus one small table away from me... he is someone i love and treasure very much... but no use, he is getting further away from me... he is no more my pillar anymore, not someone whom i think he is the closer to me anymore.. yes, very upset... but still i din cry...
the style he do, i could not adapt... but was forced to accept his style of doing... i was pissed off... but what can i do? is alrdy a fact... hmmm... let it off ba... let him off ba... let myself off ba... 4 months of memories between us would always stay, has a big part in my heart... really alot sia... hmmm... that friday night, thx to esther and cheryl acc me after the talk... i requested for a big cry out... perhaps i should say cry for the last time ba... cher says: yokie, stars is always there in the sky... i looked at her and paused a while... i laughed out... finally i get her meaning no wonder want birng me go see stars... LOL... esther says: yokie, think in a positive way, you are one step closer to your true love... haha... true oso!!!
met up with ah sheng, wei, ran, xiong, cl... they keep me acc while i crying... haha... for two breakups, they acc me... very funny also... non stop till 3am? haha... casue my eyes to be swollen like hell plus i only slept for 3 hrs... ytd i work 14 hrs man... i think im really superwoman sia.. haha... cry finish le, tire finish le... start anew ba...
move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on!
i will..
be back the happy yokie in my friends eyes...
*twist*
=)
@ 12:36 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
yeah~ badminton at RP~~
ytd i joined cl, cx, their friends , nephew for a badminton session at rp... first time went to their sport hall... i like e view from the soccer field... very nice... haha... anyway, had a good game... though tire but im glad i went with them instead of staying at home to study... hee...
@ 11:13 PM
ytd i joined cl, cx, their friends , nephew for a badminton session at rp... first time went to their sport hall... i like e view from the soccer field... very nice... haha... anyway, had a good game... though tire but im glad i went with them instead of staying at home to study... hee...
@ 11:13 PM
my beautiful wednesday~~
haha... tis day suppose meant for studying ps test... but i wasnt in the mood to do so... so i jio esther to swim and ask cher along though she cant swim tat day... but we still have fun... haha...
yes! i ate in a korean restaurant... acc them eat in fact... haha... e food there doesnt really suits me... but one good thing is we played a "what if" game... this kind of lame game, only cher will think of it... yes, she suggested it and so we played along... haha... afterall, its a game... even if there is really what if, so what? e things we will do or say or how we react may be different from what we conclude from the "what if" game... rite? haha... "what if" is just giving ownself another excuse to run away from the truth which is alrdy a fact... hmmmm... so what if there is really what if? there's alot of things changes means change le, even if there is what if everything will be different and nth will ending up coming out of it.. rite? hmmm... so "what if" is just a game... haha...
i enjoyed my day with them... =D
@ 10:47 PM
haha... tis day suppose meant for studying ps test... but i wasnt in the mood to do so... so i jio esther to swim and ask cher along though she cant swim tat day... but we still have fun... haha...
yes! i ate in a korean restaurant... acc them eat in fact... haha... e food there doesnt really suits me... but one good thing is we played a "what if" game... this kind of lame game, only cher will think of it... yes, she suggested it and so we played along... haha... afterall, its a game... even if there is really what if, so what? e things we will do or say or how we react may be different from what we conclude from the "what if" game... rite? haha... "what if" is just giving ownself another excuse to run away from the truth which is alrdy a fact... hmmmm... so what if there is really what if? there's alot of things changes means change le, even if there is what if everything will be different and nth will ending up coming out of it.. rite? hmmm... so "what if" is just a game... haha...
i enjoyed my day with them... =D
@ 10:47 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
hmmm... now i look back to my previuos entries... i think im kinda of bad... shldnt have say it thru blog... its really bad... and now my turn... hmmm... everything is just like a life circle, will be back to the original you again... haha...
ytd night was not feeling very well... glad that i went to east coast with kb... indeed a good environment to calm myself down and do a good thinking... not bad... i think e whole night i feeling less pain... the tide sounds really make ppl feel comfortable with it... at least ytd night i wasnt sad till i tire and slp... tats a gd start ba...
tonight is bored again!!! wanna go out chill chill.. haha.. =D
hmmm... yeah, i shld be thankful that i had once a happy moment with him... though is short but nv can it be replaced and forget... though physically not there but heart never leaves... hmmm... takes time ba...
@ 8:30 PM
ytd night was not feeling very well... glad that i went to east coast with kb... indeed a good environment to calm myself down and do a good thinking... not bad... i think e whole night i feeling less pain... the tide sounds really make ppl feel comfortable with it... at least ytd night i wasnt sad till i tire and slp... tats a gd start ba...
tonight is bored again!!! wanna go out chill chill.. haha.. =D
hmmm... yeah, i shld be thankful that i had once a happy moment with him... though is short but nv can it be replaced and forget... though physically not there but heart never leaves... hmmm... takes time ba...
@ 8:30 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
why do i blog? cox im finding ways to let it out... night and morning is the toughest time to past... now i can uds why ppl say at night easily feel lonely... haha.. jus nw find alvion kor kor chat chat... he really a happy go lucky guy who doesnt care about whether in love or out of love... this kind of person best ba... during a r/s, he can wholeheartedly treat his gf... but even if anything happen, he can take it easily...
sometimes i really hope im bad enough... at least i feel less pain... ppl also got say ma if gers not bad, guys wun like... haha... hmmm... but im not this kind of person ar... hmmm...
my friends all consoling me... pouring out all the things to them, yes i will feel better... but wun last... sooner the pain feeling is back... now think back of your one qs... you ask if one day i got happen anything, which frens will you think of... i say: you la, yp la, esther la, chiewling la, cher la... in fact they are the next one that i could turn to besides you... hmmm....
@ 11:19 PM
sometimes i really hope im bad enough... at least i feel less pain... ppl also got say ma if gers not bad, guys wun like... haha... hmmm... but im not this kind of person ar... hmmm...
my friends all consoling me... pouring out all the things to them, yes i will feel better... but wun last... sooner the pain feeling is back... now think back of your one qs... you ask if one day i got happen anything, which frens will you think of... i say: you la, yp la, esther la, chiewling la, cher la... in fact they are the next one that i could turn to besides you... hmmm....
@ 11:19 PM
心跳
王力宏
词 : 王力宏 易家扬 曲 : 王力宏
★ 喜嘻灬制作
想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头 却无法往前走
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
@ 2:45 PM
王力宏
词 : 王力宏 易家扬 曲 : 王力宏
★ 喜嘻灬制作
想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头 却无法往前走
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
你的眼神充满美丽 带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近 带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好
@ 2:45 PM
yes, im awake again... this few days is either nv slp well or slp late or wake up early... at night cant slp, morning wake up early and cant slp back... haiz... ppl ask me to delete whatever related things to him... but how can i do that? live better than him is a better choice? have tried... but only when friends are with me... when im alone, im just like a walking shell without anything but him...
yes, maybe i begin to feel better from ytd... i thought so too... time will heal, heal what? time will allow you to forget everything? chunxuan say always think of the good memories instead of the sad one and i will feel better... is that so?
superman and wonderwoman story
3 sep'2008
hold your hand becoz of urgh.haha a momentum.zzz.haha
3 sep'2008
haha.frankly speaking i've no idea e feeling just come de lo.when feel happy n we talk like no mens land.so slowly from there de lo.
4 sep'2008
just now plan fail. in fact want you go apartment just now wanna ask u to be mrs see liao. didnt expect yen peng upstair. i'll plan again.
4 sep'2008
wahaha, ya so obvious u aint a viet. haha. taiwan i wanna go sia. hmmm i wanna go thialand also. wanna bring you go.gee.
2 jan'2009
haha. silly girl cook for my gf is a great thing. muack.hmmm.kkz god night kkz.
5 jan'2009
haha. love you too.
6 jan'2009
baby i found you ring.haha.miricle sia.just pop up on my bed u noe.
7 jan'2009 19:39pm
ya just ate dinner.now i wanna go ntu watch bball.gee.
7 jan'2009 22:28pm
hey, can we be back to friends?
7 jan'2009 00:38am
everything ended.. you left..
@ 8:00 AM
yes, maybe i begin to feel better from ytd... i thought so too... time will heal, heal what? time will allow you to forget everything? chunxuan say always think of the good memories instead of the sad one and i will feel better... is that so?
superman and wonderwoman story
3 sep'2008
hold your hand becoz of urgh.haha a momentum.zzz.haha
3 sep'2008
haha.frankly speaking i've no idea e feeling just come de lo.when feel happy n we talk like no mens land.so slowly from there de lo.
4 sep'2008
just now plan fail. in fact want you go apartment just now wanna ask u to be mrs see liao. didnt expect yen peng upstair. i'll plan again.
4 sep'2008
wahaha, ya so obvious u aint a viet. haha. taiwan i wanna go sia. hmmm i wanna go thialand also. wanna bring you go.gee.
2 jan'2009
haha. silly girl cook for my gf is a great thing. muack.hmmm.kkz god night kkz.
5 jan'2009
haha. love you too.
6 jan'2009
baby i found you ring.haha.miricle sia.just pop up on my bed u noe.
7 jan'2009 19:39pm
ya just ate dinner.now i wanna go ntu watch bball.gee.
7 jan'2009 22:28pm
hey, can we be back to friends?
7 jan'2009 00:38am
everything ended.. you left..
@ 8:00 AM
Friday, January 09, 2009
its just 4 mth ago... happened just sudden and ended so sudden as well... been through alot... everything seems to have your shadow... vanhouten raisin that you like to eat... e deep and ncie dimple that you have... the chow chow you first bought for me... the 2nd chow chow we jackpot... walking in the flood in vietnam... started from the dainam trip... first and second roses you gave it to me... our first movie the IP man... monopoly that we have played... the yong chun quan... stomach pain you will ask me to eat bo zai yun... the first ramily burger we made together... the first time you make burger for me... our first bowling game in vietnam... our first trip to genting... our first and last basketball game... the last time you say"love you dear/bb"... the last time you say "ben ben de"... the first hat you bought for me... the first present you give me on my bdae... you say you will bring me eat good food... bugis trip for your ny clothes... the time we work together in song be... the time we walk the long path back to our apartment... the tapioca you like to eat i bought it just on wednesday... you give me a kiss and you are happy... the first time i cook cooling dessert for you and you drank it all... etc, etc, etc...........
4 mths to me as if 4 years... is short but wonderful... there are just so much of things in my mind in my heart... how can i just say let go then let go? so much of misery... a reason which i cant accept it but made me let go... no longer have a chance to hear what i used to hear... no longer have a person keep singing oldies to me... no longer have you joking ard me... how much time that i need to take to heal? tears may stop but heart still bleeding badly... even kotex oso cannot absorb the blood... you say no worries anything we can work together... but this time round you work alone...
PS: bb i really put in all my effort and love but why it ended just like a sudden bomb... im badly hurt and full of scars... i still love you though... let me be your guardian angel ba... sadness pass... happiness has to come... im alright... hope im alright... haha...
@ 7:40 PM
4 mths to me as if 4 years... is short but wonderful... there are just so much of things in my mind in my heart... how can i just say let go then let go? so much of misery... a reason which i cant accept it but made me let go... no longer have a chance to hear what i used to hear... no longer have a person keep singing oldies to me... no longer have you joking ard me... how much time that i need to take to heal? tears may stop but heart still bleeding badly... even kotex oso cannot absorb the blood... you say no worries anything we can work together... but this time round you work alone...
PS: bb i really put in all my effort and love but why it ended just like a sudden bomb... im badly hurt and full of scars... i still love you though... let me be your guardian angel ba... sadness pass... happiness has to come... im alright... hope im alright... haha...
@ 7:40 PM
WeLc0mE
Love doesnt make the world go around
Love is what makes the ride worthwile
Frankin P.Jones
Pr0fiLe
Name: YOKIE
Egg Crack: 3rd NOV'1988
Age:20
Horoscope: Scorpio
Zodiac: Dragon
E-mail: ym_panda72@hotmail.com
FAVES
eating snacks and side orderswestern food is my choice
ktv sessions
shopping
watching hong kong dramas
blading
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~nope~LOVE
i love my wolfiesi love my BH girls
i love primary sch buds
i love my supper gang
i love those who have always been there for me
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shiyun(TW)
siewboon
tzewen
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yi ling
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