Wednesday, April 22, 2009


    a day @ C's hse

    quite a good time spent @ C's hse... really had a great laugh over the lunch... it's just crazy~~ haha... teltel is more crazy than wenwen... anyway, they are both under the same category... no wonder they are sis... haha... thx wenwen for inviting me over for lunch while waiting for E.. =D a gd lunch as i have ate two bowls of rice.. thats a bit embarassing.. they are all laughing at me... dots... make me took triple of their time to finish my rice... haha...

    so, teltel actually chatted with me... she was a nice girl indeed... really admired someone who has this kind of personality... straight forward type, sincere, FUN!!! so when wenwen and e were busy engaging in their work... teltel showed me some of her pics and videos and shared with me some of her experiences in working and r/s... quite interesting... =)

    YEC had dinner at mac... we ate and chatted for almost 2 hrs? haha... we chatted about our poly life throughout e 3 yrs and so fast enough, we are graduating in may... =) rather upset... cox you will never be able to rewind back to the past back to the very first year you enter poly... haha... but also glad that finally we have all grown up with a dip cert we have... so...a mixture feeling yeah... haha...

    ok shld stop here... gonna slp soon... =)

    @ 8:25 AM

    Monday, April 20, 2009


    New post here!!! - brand ambassador @ tamp 1

    first time taking up this job... is really tiring... haha... especially i have to wear contact lens, walking ard with heels... feet nealy swollen... haha... is a 3 days jobs representing coopervision... distributing flyers and talking with people... haha... and it finally ended... got to noe lixin and jess from this job... lixin is a sweet and pretty girl wor... jess is a super tall girl... haha... they are all very friendly...

    ytd last day and only me and jess working... we are damn tired becox of our feet... is very very pain till we cannot tahan... and we keep slacking ytd... we whine and whine, the time passes very fast... haha.. during the break, we went to burger king to have lunch and chat... maybe becox me and jess are same age, we seems to click.. haha.. so overall, not bad... got to know new frens, expose to another kind of job... =)

    today went to an interview at recruit express... i actually applied for recruit consultant position... today is the second interview with the division manager... wow.. i think i crop up the interview somehow... i dun feel good after the interview... but till valerie called me to ask me how was the interview, den after talking to her, uds from her, the manager actually likes me and find that im pleasant which means i have reach the mark of hers.. quite happy to hear that... i still tot tat i gave her a bad impression somehow... LOL... anyway, im offered a job... but still thinking if tis is e job i wan and have to think abt the concern of whether to further study or not... hmmm... up till wed... jus nid someone to talk to me... im more or less interested in the job, but jus afraid im might be able to deliver to them... hmmm.. so how? *scratch head*

    some pics for the past 3 days...


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    @ 5:55 PM

    Monday, April 13, 2009


    today is the first day of the week... i woke up at 6am... just want to see my lil cute boy... hee hee... but he is having flu... scare to go near him too.. haha.. nth much to blog about recently... or perhaps i din even bother to on9... so boring... nth to do... haha...

    this week probably is e busiest week... later will join cher and mh for an interview follow by a small lil gathering cum dinner with BH girls... for quite sometime i have not been seeing them.. haha.. tml may be working and need to wait for alvin call.. thursday, yec outing... we going to have steamboat... hee hee... wat abt fri? meeting pri sch frens for celebrating ivy bdae cum small gathering... ooohoo... so busy uh? money oso spend faster... =( and i have less time at home with xiao baobei... haha... gonna miss teasing him... =p

    hmmm... still cant get rid of my silly habit... but today entry is interesting... seems like saying someone else, but doesnt seems to noe that we are in tat situation before... so funny... he take away his comment... but y huh?? wat really happen to his comment? i nv comment wat... LOL... but doesnt matter, i wun comment anyway... haha..

    two days back, i have received the graduation letter... those instructions for tat day... haha... usually i will start to imagine hw is it like on e actual day, but normally is not what i expect i guess.. probably i wun be crying where most of them thinks i will... LOL... rental of robe near to 60 bucks man... but half is refundable... haha...

    esther's sisters are getting married... im interested to noe what will be going on... LOL.. cox for like near to 10 years i have not been attending a wedding, maybe not so exaggerating, but for quite some times alrdy... haha... seeing ppl getting married is a happy thing and often will think when is my turn... haha... eh... but not at the moment of cox.. no bf no career no money... =( aiming before 30s will do.. i will meet the right one... hee hee...

    last fri night, went to have dinner with wei they all at nyny... wei flew off to taiwan for 3 weeks... haha... went to airport with him too.. wah.. so many army boys... *drooling* hohohoho... gt one very handsome with big and round eyes, sharp noes, nice build, tall enough.. but the boys say ah ran better than him.. =.=" yes, if he is taller... haha.. ah ran, nt bad looking actually... with thick thick eyebrow, beautiful eyes, abit sharp nose la.. haha... but dun dream abt him yea, he gt a girl in his heart... funny him...

    tis entry is all very random hor? hahaha... =) k ba, blog next time..

    @ 8:40 AM

    Thursday, April 09, 2009


    people often selective listen to what they like hear, know what they like to know... most of the time, rejects all the negative comment... of cox, im a person like tat too... but i guess i would definitely find out and uds why this person will make such statement abt me why this person will think about me... not sure if that person from you is it me? but after reading it, i have strong feeling it is... hmmm... just feel a lil sad... just becox we may not be jus even friends... is neither enemy to me is neither a love to me, all this pointless statement... kinda of irritating.. shld just stop it... =)

    anyway, today i woke up very early... how early is it?>>> 5am... godlike man... till now, im not tire... =(... i have to take a nap in e afternoon if not night i sure cannot make it one... LOL... we sending ah wei off at e airport.. he will be away for 3 weeks to taiwan... haha... two cars sending him off... think alrdy oso very funny... haha... aston dinner tonight at sebawang shopping centre... =) i ate alot everyday, think im gonna be fat soon... haha..

    k la.. gonna play with my xiao bao bei... he is damn cute... just nw ask him if i can eat his cake cox im hungry, guess what he say? he ask me not to be hungry then... yeah... they are just kids... love him...

    @ 9:50 AM

    Friday, April 03, 2009


    its time!

    as usual, i read his blog again... this time round i've read sth which i've expected long ago... talking about his fren's crush, talking about his own crush... i do not know who is the she that he refering to, but somehow i can feel how she can affect boon... again, he said he do not wish to repeat the past mistakes again in rushing into a r/s... before we start, he wrote this in his blog too... just like the paragraph he wrote for me, he wrote for the girl... almost the same content... almost the same situation of having fun together, of talking about everything in no man land... is the same... to him, what he did to me was a mistake... before being with me, he knew what he did to his ex was a mistake... and now still saying the same old thing to this girl of his.. when? when is the real time that he can stop realising he is making a mistake? rushing into r/s is not what he want but again and again, he repeated himself... so his feeling to me was a crush, and thats not love... he could simply say he made a mistake in rushing into r/s with me, but what about me? if just because of his own mistake and bring me all this unhappiness den why he started it? sometimes i really dunno if i hate him for treating me like this, but hating a person was much more tough for me... i would say he is a bastard he is a jerk, but somehow i dun hate him... neither will i love him anymore... everything ended... he is jus one of my past... i may be thinking of this past but i will never live in this past of me and him anymore...

    there is something i wanna say to him, but guess he would not like to hear that from me... what i wanna say to him is: boon, stop making that mistake of urs again and again... i dun wish that girl to be like me or any of ur ex... you two may create happiness but if you cant stop making the mistake, unhappiness will definitely over happiness... at the point of reading ur blog, i feel like wishing you all the best... really hope you could find your true love... is love... not crush ok? even if your love wun last, it doesnt matter rite? cox you can stop giving urself an excuse telling ppl you make a mistake again and telling urself and the girl, your love to her was genuine and never a crush only... gd luck... =)

    @ 12:35 PM

    Wednesday, April 01, 2009


    How i wish i have no feel towards you at all.. but how can i? near to 3 mths... though i think of you less, no msg you, no call you, talk to you less, but how can i possibly be numb towards the things abt you? hmmm...

    recently i realise i sort of have phobia regards r/s regards guys who get close to me... noe what? i dun like ppl telling me abt their love story, dun like ppl telling me they fall in love, even the 对白 in the show of breaking up, im sensitive... listening to it over and over again, it just remind me that day... feel hurt and upset... basically can uds how shock and how helpless a girl feel when her bf propose that to her... hmmmm... bastard... i even dreamt... omg... hope still early to see and to know... hope i gt no phobia in r/s ba... hmmm...

    @ 11:35 AM

    WeLc0mE

    Love doesnt make the world go around
    Love is what makes the ride worthwile
    Frankin P.Jones

    Pr0fiLe

    Name: YOKIE
    Egg Crack: 3rd NOV'1988
    Age:20
    Horoscope: Scorpio
    Zodiac: Dragon
    E-mail: ym_panda72@hotmail.com

    FAVES

    eating snacks and side orders
    western food is my choice
    ktv sessions
    shopping
    watching hong kong dramas
    blading
    chatting with friends
    doing evil thing,plan evil plots,make fun of others

    HATES

    ~nope~

    LOVE

    i love my wolfies
    i love my BH girls
    i love primary sch buds
    i love my supper gang
    i love those who have always been there for me

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    alvin tham
    chiew ling
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    jasmine
    kahmin
    kentxiong
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    muiling
    munheng
    nana
    peifen(TW)
    Raymondleow
    raymond ng
    Robin
    rehan
    rachel
    Regi
    ShiQin
    sathya
    shiyun(TW)
    siewboon
    tzewen
    tracy
    tony
    vernice
    wendee
    Wen Zhao
    xiao yu
    yansheng
    yen peng
    yvonne
    yi ling

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