第一天的想念

baby has set off for his korea trip.. in upcoming 9 days, i will be alone staying at home.. =(

9 days without him, i really dun dare to think too much le... today is already so unbearable... jus when i think of him, went to look at our past photos... looking at the photos that we have taken, one word to describe "unbelievable"... haha... knowing him for the past 10 years, we can always click during gatherings and probably we are closer to each other... probably have ever have loving conversations but have never think that we could make it to happen... haha... at least in e past, i dun think he's my cup of tea...

after so many things that happened, we got together and till now jus yesterday, it has been a month... although we wouldnt know how many months can we get over but one thing for sure is, we both cherished it... sometimes i jus can felt that his gentle love which makes me love him more in each and every day.. sometimes again im not able to trust myself to much again, sometimes even try to push away all the possibilities.. sometimes it can be just so simple, on the other hand, it can be cmplicated...

till ytd, one of his lil action, makes me feel upset but is the happy kind of upset... haha.. i think he's very sincere, im serious too so the more i should not hold back and trust him all... =)

im so happy that the decision was made correctly, though its just a month, i still choose to believe...

now he will only be back after 9 days... i shall update my blog from today till e day he's back... telling him e things i wanna share with him... letting him noe my feelings for each day without him been here with me... haha...

ps: baobei, i noe u will eventually felt hw i feel for u as how u feel for me too.. =) love you darling... muackx...
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