my words

2010-02-14T23:59:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey... happy chinese new year & happy valentine day!! lets all wish for a better health and fortune this year and of cox, those who are in love can always so sweet and loving throughout... =)

this year is a special year where the chinese new year falls on the same day as valentine day... my baobei and me are celebrating our first valentine day today cum "bai nian".. lmao rite? haha... though its just a simple steamboat dinner at my house and some visiting to his fren hse... tat is perfectly fine with us and we have our way of celebrating... like what most ppl say if you have found the right one, your every day will be a valentine... =) today im very happy cum lil surprise...
because he specially to keep the fireworks to let light the fire at his house.. and we do it together eh... kinda of unique rite? ppl romantic see ppl doing the fireworks and we are doing it ourselves.. kinda of fun... haha...

no words can really express how i feel now... im really glad to have him this year to be my valentine.. no no no... not this year only for for my lifetime valentine...
hooray!! we are heading to muar and malacca tml... =) happy days ahead!!!! woohoooooo....

ps: my prince, i love you so much... thanks for the effort for making this valentine and our first valentine a special one.. muackkkkkssss....... big big big big hugs hugs hugs hugs~~~ =)

good nights everyone!

2009-12-08T18:00:00.000-08:00

第五天的想念

haha... today finally e time passes faster... =) meet up with chiew ling at cwp to hang out... den ah ben come out to meet up with us... so we ending up chat till 5 plus then go home... once i reach home, and there's another 3 hrs more to listen to bb voice... how nice sia... hohohoho...

i miss him alot... =( everyday counting down for his return... hahaha... ermmmmmm...

2009-12-07T19:37:00.000-08:00

第四天的想念

knowing that you are getting better, i feel relieve... knowing that i can see you in 4 days time, i feel happy... haha...

im watcing xia yi zhan xing fu... its a nice drama.. =)

had watched twillight with esther and cheryl today... not bad.. haha.. shall watch e first part some day... hee...

dear dear, i keep your images refreshing in my mind... i dun wan jus images but you... love you...

2009-12-06T22:47:00.000-08:00

第三天的想念

baobei fall sick!! =( just now we chatted a while over the phone, hearing his sick voice make me feel worry and upset... he dun sounds good but he say he is fine... hmmm... poor boy... must be the stupid cold weather over there... glad that his parent with him, guess shld be not much prob ba... hope he get well tml... =) sayang him...

today went out with mummy and daren... out to somewhere is definitely better than staying at home to miss my bb... =)

arrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................... worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry worry!!!

PS: sayang sayang honey!! please be good!! i love you.... hugs hugs... muackx..

2009-12-05T14:39:00.000-08:00

第二天的想念

bb, im happy to hear from you again... a simple description of the scenerary that you are sharing with me, i can feel it and of course i can visualise it... =)

no matter where are you, im glad that im always with you... haha... wondering if you got open e letter each day..

today i've jus chatted with cl.. discussing about her coming out baby... wahahaha... guess to her now, everything will be jus so fine while they welcoming the baby to the world... i feel happy too...

i hope i can blink blink and few years passes, the one who stay with me is still you... haha... but time will nv just pass without any happenings in between...

u will try to call me every night? haha... i will just wait for the night to come... =)

oh please, time pass faster... jus jump to next friday can? it's alright to jump without any happenings, because without you happening will not happen... hohoho...

ps: miss you darling... hope you have slp well in the night, cover your blanket, eat well, play well.. =) HUGS HUGS.... muackx...

2009-12-04T21:52:00.000-08:00

thought tonight will be a tough night... haha... and he called!!!
somehow i know he will call and i purposely on sound... =)
i burst out my tears after hearing his voice... now i know, his voice is irreplaceable and uniquely individual... really cherished talking to him for the past 10 mins... and of course never feel bored chatting with him... feels better now.. he's my cure indeed...

ps: bb, u are kawaiiii neh!!! 好爱宝贝你啊！muackx... hugs~~~ *errnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn*

2009-12-04T19:17:00.000-08:00

第一天的想念

baby has set off for his korea trip.. in upcoming 9 days, i will be alone staying at home.. =(

9 days without him, i really dun dare to think too much le... today is already so unbearable... jus when i think of him, went to look at our past photos... looking at the photos that we have taken, one word to describe "unbelievable"... haha... knowing him for the past 10 years, we can always click during gatherings and probably we are closer to each other... probably have ever have loving conversations but have never think that we could make it to happen... haha... at least in e past, i dun think he's my cup of tea...

after so many things that happened, we got together and till now jus yesterday, it has been a month... although we wouldnt know how many months can we get over but one thing for sure is, we both cherished it... sometimes i jus can felt that his gentle love which makes me love him more in each and every day.. sometimes again im not able to trust myself to much again, sometimes even try to push away all the possibilities.. sometimes it can be just so simple, on the other hand, it can be cmplicated...

till ytd, one of his lil action, makes me feel upset but is the happy kind of upset... haha.. i think he's very sincere, im serious too so the more i should not hold back and trust him all... =)

im so happy that the decision was made correctly, though its just a month, i still choose to believe...

now he will only be back after 9 days... i shall update my blog from today till e day he's back... telling him e things i wanna share with him... letting him noe my feelings for each day without him been here with me... haha...

ps: baobei, i noe u will eventually felt hw i feel for u as how u feel for me too.. =) love you darling... muackx...

2009-11-01T18:08:00.000-08:00

maybe there's a possibility? =)

ytd i was terribly drunk... i swear i nv get myself drunk again... feel so uncomfortable... hangover this morning.. till now have not eat anything yet and head a bit pain... =( im a lousy drinker...haha...

thanks to my sis... if not i will be even more dead... haha.. and of cox him... =) heard e story abt him ytd... i think it was funny and cute acts of him... haha... and guess he is a dependable person.. haha...

anyway, still i've enjoyed my night... =)

2009-10-27T13:31:00.000-07:00

wahahaha... had a great day ytd laughing all e way... sometimes i really think my frens are e great one... haha...anyway, my bdae is coming... ooohooo... but nt going to hold any party... time is a issue.. so troublesome..

going msia club tis sat.. with ivy they all.. hohohoho... hope no one ps me again.. LOL.. sian... maybe go in msia later.. tml go shop shop.. hohoho...

2009-10-18T18:41:00.000-07:00

hi, im back!! thanks to esther and im back!! non working days are damn boring... i rather work.. can earn $$ somemore.. haha...

i took up apec assignment and it will last for a month... haha... working with a bunch of youngsters... most importantly, e job is super relac one.. haha...

last tuesday i went to msia to hav e short stay at my fren hse... it was a not bad trip... after a few times going to msia, i guess i would love to go in often... nt as dangerous and scary as i think wat... LOL... though still gt a lil scare but after all, my frens is there so nth to be afraid one... LOL...

though this month and next month gt $$ coming in but seems like e expenses is going up too.. end of year im going back to VN to celebrate christmas and also visit my fellow colleagues... and ray has planned for me, wendy and him a short trip to nha trang... omg... search on9 for nha trang pics... its a beach island and we will be taking domestic flight to there... seems like we can play water sports and have fun eating with seafoods there... but again, december is a raining season, is it still safe to go over? hmmm.. hope everything will be fine... haha..

my birthday is coming... but seems like im not ready for it... still cannot make up my mind to celebrate or not... hmmmm... i guess i will just have a day spend with my dear esther and cheryl and yp ba... =( anyone else? i guess so... but not to be revealed yeah... haha...

seems like i lost e ability to see my feelings... confused... think and do otherwise... hope i can see myself better... haha.. =)

2009-07-17T21:44:00.000-07:00

a new job? definitely... hmmm... recently feeling down at times, all because of work... and my personal life? hmmm... i guess it still doing fine... haha... month of aug quite busy uh? hmmm... work need almost 40 BA... godlike man... how to find where to find.. all the pretty girls please come find me... haha...

anyway, my life need some surprises... too dull and plain... sianx man...

2009-06-26T14:40:00.000-07:00

i realise i dunno hw to write my entries alrdy.. LOL.. forget it...

2009-06-21T14:00:00.000-07:00

Unplanned marriage can turn out to be a good one too.. it depends on how you actually accept it and manage it... it's true to say that money is a very important when comes to settle down with a family... but i have a thought in my mind that if you guys are truly in love, that can actually overcome the other difficulties... life now is bad i understand, but since alrdy husband and wife, why dun hold hand in hand to overcome this crisis? if only both are able and willing to make sacrifice for the family, i believe you will have a blessed marriage... never never marry a guy if you even looking forward to ur future life after marriage... it will only ruin you whole life... on the other hand, if decide to marry be it is it under any circumstances, have positive mind and you will be happy if you tell yourself you are blessed...

this morning just went to the montage website to see... some of the videos are sweet and funny la.. oh, its a video on the couples wedding day... i guess my turn wun be fast ba... wahahaha.. =p

2009-05-30T23:06:00.000-07:00

wah wah wah... its been like more than a week that i have not been blogging... =( after so long, my first post may be a lil emo one.. hmmm...

recently, i have been busying abt the soyjoy roadshow at bugis last thurs and fri.. wooo.. finally ended.. but guess still got things to follow up... =(

ytd i very upset and started to pity myself.. and i teared in front of so many ppl... sob sob... eyes red nose red face oso red... hmmm...

its been 1 mth that i took up this job le... but this one mth i think i got a lot more scoldings than anything else.. cox im forgetful, alrdy try all ways to let myself rem wat i need to do lor.. but things keep coming in yet no time to finish up.. everyday like fighting war like tat... racing with the time... sometimes oso no time to eat lunch lor... morning as usual time to work, night as unusual time end work... this kind of life how long can i bear? sometimes really feel physically and mentally tire... though i noe im just handling e very basic thing but is really like out of control.. everything say is impt then which one shld i do first? after doing this, other person will ask u abt another thing... hmmm... though intially i like to try out this job, but now seems like i make e wrong choice? den which is the right choice for me? hmmm... if im studying, i wun have to think so much alrdy.. hmmm..

anyway, jus see how it goes ba... hmmm...

ps: slpy..

2009-05-03T05:25:00.000-07:00

its been quite sometimes that i din blog... haha... very busy the last whole week... i've jus started work... and within a week i run out two to three rounds le.. troi oi... tiring... but so far, im fine... haha... try to get use to my job... =)

today met up with oipp frens... haha.. im so happy to see them again... hee hee... chatted and finding how's everyone's life... haha.. alot to say... haha... only two jokers no turn up... but still ok la... its still an enjoyable moment... all pics is at dawn there... hope she upload soon... hahaha...

wooo.... tml work again... frens are asking me why i have not been contacting them... tats because i started my work... haha...

anyway: ANNOUNCEMENT!!!

girls out there who have looks and height 1.6 and above, looking for part time jobs... do consider brand ambassadors... pay range from $7 to $15... for more info, do contact me... =) btw wed, we are conducting an interview... do contact me for the interview... =)

tat's abt it ba... nth much to blog... haha...

2009-04-22T08:25:00.000-07:00

a day @ C's hse

quite a good time spent @ C's hse... really had a great laugh over the lunch... it's just crazy~~ haha... teltel is more crazy than wenwen... anyway, they are both under the same category... no wonder they are sis... haha... thx wenwen for inviting me over for lunch while waiting for E.. =D a gd lunch as i have ate two bowls of rice.. thats a bit embarassing.. they are all laughing at me... dots... make me took triple of their time to finish my rice... haha...

so, teltel actually chatted with me... she was a nice girl indeed... really admired someone who has this kind of personality... straight forward type, sincere, FUN!!! so when wenwen and e were busy engaging in their work... teltel showed me some of her pics and videos and shared with me some of her experiences in working and r/s... quite interesting... =)

YEC had dinner at mac... we ate and chatted for almost 2 hrs? haha... we chatted about our poly life throughout e 3 yrs and so fast enough, we are graduating in may... =) rather upset... cox you will never be able to rewind back to the past back to the very first year you enter poly... haha... but also glad that finally we have all grown up with a dip cert we have... so...a mixture feeling yeah... haha...

ok shld stop here... gonna slp soon... =)

2009-04-20T17:55:00.000-07:00

New post here!!! - brand ambassador @ tamp 1

first time taking up this job... is really tiring... haha... especially i have to wear contact lens, walking ard with heels... feet nealy swollen... haha... is a 3 days jobs representing coopervision... distributing flyers and talking with people... haha... and it finally ended... got to noe lixin and jess from this job... lixin is a sweet and pretty girl wor... jess is a super tall girl... haha... they are all very friendly...

ytd last day and only me and jess working... we are damn tired becox of our feet... is very very pain till we cannot tahan... and we keep slacking ytd... we whine and whine, the time passes very fast... haha.. during the break, we went to burger king to have lunch and chat... maybe becox me and jess are same age, we seems to click.. haha.. so overall, not bad... got to know new frens, expose to another kind of job... =)

today went to an interview at recruit express... i actually applied for recruit consultant position... today is the second interview with the division manager... wow.. i think i crop up the interview somehow... i dun feel good after the interview... but till valerie called me to ask me how was the interview, den after talking to her, uds from her, the manager actually likes me and find that im pleasant which means i have reach the mark of hers.. quite happy to hear that... i still tot tat i gave her a bad impression somehow... LOL... anyway, im offered a job... but still thinking if tis is e job i wan and have to think abt the concern of whether to further study or not... hmmm... up till wed... jus nid someone to talk to me... im more or less interested in the job, but jus afraid im might be able to deliver to them... hmmm.. so how? *scratch head*

some pics for the past 3 days...

(erm... didnt noe that all are not ready except me.. >.<)

2009-04-13T08:40:00.000-07:00

today is the first day of the week... i woke up at 6am... just want to see my lil cute boy... hee hee... but he is having flu... scare to go near him too.. haha.. nth much to blog about recently... or perhaps i din even bother to on9... so boring... nth to do... haha...

this week probably is e busiest week... later will join cher and mh for an interview follow by a small lil gathering cum dinner with BH girls... for quite sometime i have not been seeing them.. haha.. tml may be working and need to wait for alvin call.. thursday, yec outing... we going to have steamboat... hee hee... wat abt fri? meeting pri sch frens for celebrating ivy bdae cum small gathering... ooohoo... so busy uh? money oso spend faster... =( and i have less time at home with xiao baobei... haha... gonna miss teasing him... =p

hmmm... still cant get rid of my silly habit... but today entry is interesting... seems like saying someone else, but doesnt seems to noe that we are in tat situation before... so funny... he take away his comment... but y huh?? wat really happen to his comment? i nv comment wat... LOL... but doesnt matter, i wun comment anyway... haha..

two days back, i have received the graduation letter... those instructions for tat day... haha... usually i will start to imagine hw is it like on e actual day, but normally is not what i expect i guess.. probably i wun be crying where most of them thinks i will... LOL... rental of robe near to 60 bucks man... but half is refundable... haha...

esther's sisters are getting married... im interested to noe what will be going on... LOL.. cox for like near to 10 years i have not been attending a wedding, maybe not so exaggerating, but for quite some times alrdy... haha... seeing ppl getting married is a happy thing and often will think when is my turn... haha... eh... but not at the moment of cox.. no bf no career no money... =( aiming before 30s will do.. i will meet the right one... hee hee...

last fri night, went to have dinner with wei they all at nyny... wei flew off to taiwan for 3 weeks... haha... went to airport with him too.. wah.. so many army boys... *drooling* hohohoho... gt one very handsome with big and round eyes, sharp noes, nice build, tall enough.. but the boys say ah ran better than him.. =.=" yes, if he is taller... haha.. ah ran, nt bad looking actually... with thick thick eyebrow, beautiful eyes, abit sharp nose la.. haha... but dun dream abt him yea, he gt a girl in his heart... funny him...

tis entry is all very random hor? hahaha... =) k ba, blog next time..

2009-04-09T09:50:00.000-07:00

people often selective listen to what they like hear, know what they like to know... most of the time, rejects all the negative comment... of cox, im a person like tat too... but i guess i would definitely find out and uds why this person will make such statement abt me why this person will think about me... not sure if that person from you is it me? but after reading it, i have strong feeling it is... hmmm... just feel a lil sad... just becox we may not be jus even friends... is neither enemy to me is neither a love to me, all this pointless statement... kinda of irritating.. shld just stop it... =)

anyway, today i woke up very early... how early is it?>>> 5am... godlike man... till now, im not tire... =(... i have to take a nap in e afternoon if not night i sure cannot make it one... LOL... we sending ah wei off at e airport.. he will be away for 3 weeks to taiwan... haha... two cars sending him off... think alrdy oso very funny... haha... aston dinner tonight at sebawang shopping centre... =) i ate alot everyday, think im gonna be fat soon... haha..

k la.. gonna play with my xiao bao bei... he is damn cute... just nw ask him if i can eat his cake cox im hungry, guess what he say? he ask me not to be hungry then... yeah... they are just kids... love him...

2009-04-03T12:35:00.000-07:00

its time!

as usual, i read his blog again... this time round i've read sth which i've expected long ago... talking about his fren's crush, talking about his own crush... i do not know who is the she that he refering to, but somehow i can feel how she can affect boon... again, he said he do not wish to repeat the past mistakes again in rushing into a r/s... before we start, he wrote this in his blog too... just like the paragraph he wrote for me, he wrote for the girl... almost the same content... almost the same situation of having fun together, of talking about everything in no man land... is the same... to him, what he did to me was a mistake... before being with me, he knew what he did to his ex was a mistake... and now still saying the same old thing to this girl of his.. when? when is the real time that he can stop realising he is making a mistake? rushing into r/s is not what he want but again and again, he repeated himself... so his feeling to me was a crush, and thats not love... he could simply say he made a mistake in rushing into r/s with me, but what about me? if just because of his own mistake and bring me all this unhappiness den why he started it? sometimes i really dunno if i hate him for treating me like this, but hating a person was much more tough for me... i would say he is a bastard he is a jerk, but somehow i dun hate him... neither will i love him anymore... everything ended... he is jus one of my past... i may be thinking of this past but i will never live in this past of me and him anymore...

there is something i wanna say to him, but guess he would not like to hear that from me... what i wanna say to him is: boon, stop making that mistake of urs again and again... i dun wish that girl to be like me or any of ur ex... you two may create happiness but if you cant stop making the mistake, unhappiness will definitely over happiness... at the point of reading ur blog, i feel like wishing you all the best... really hope you could find your true love... is love... not crush ok? even if your love wun last, it doesnt matter rite? cox you can stop giving urself an excuse telling ppl you make a mistake again and telling urself and the girl, your love to her was genuine and never a crush only... gd luck... =)

2009-04-01T11:35:00.000-07:00

How i wish i have no feel towards you at all.. but how can i? near to 3 mths... though i think of you less, no msg you, no call you, talk to you less, but how can i possibly be numb towards the things abt you? hmmm...

recently i realise i sort of have phobia regards r/s regards guys who get close to me... noe what? i dun like ppl telling me abt their love story, dun like ppl telling me they fall in love, even the 对白 in the show of breaking up, im sensitive... listening to it over and over again, it just remind me that day... feel hurt and upset... basically can uds how shock and how helpless a girl feel when her bf propose that to her... hmmmm... bastard... i even dreamt... omg... hope still early to see and to know... hope i gt no phobia in r/s ba... hmmm...

2009-03-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

short and sweet

ytd night, wei and xiong celebrated their 21 birthday at two different venue.. so yea, got to run both side... haha... after running both side, i realise that i din eat much... and im so hungry... omg! till i close my eyes and slp, my stomach is still grumbling lor... =( but its ok... guess today i eat all back... what i ate? duck drumstick rice in e morning.. fish burger meal at mos burger in the afternoon.. billy bomber meal for dinner... damn full la.. i also realise that i rather spend moeny on food than on shopping... LOL...

went to suntec today.. intention: career fair... instead we went to e food fair.. wahahaha.. oh, with wei and ran... so tire man... oh joke of the day: first time hearing ppl gave an oven as a gift to a girl on V day... omg... i laughed and laughed... so strange... but with a practical reason behind... haha... so i accpeted... =)

pics no longer upload here... all in facebook.. wahahaha... check it out.. ytd celebration is like a small gathering for us too.. i met frens whom i have not seen them for like 3 years? haha.. so yup, im happy... happy to see them... nice pics taken..

seems like, i have slowly slowly pull him out of my heart... e very love-hate feeling gradually fade away... haha.. =)

2009-03-17T11:44:00.000-07:00

RESULTS OUT!!

WOOOHOOO... results out... glad that i've cleared all modules... though my gpa cmi.. haha.. so everything finally ended just left with our graduation day... congrats to all my dear friends and classmates... especially Cheryl.. her result is awesome... and my dearie, esther, we have graduated!!! hohoho...

2009-03-15T10:30:00.000-07:00

真情

今早，我的心情还不错。。跟 anh kinh 在网上聊天。。我们聊到他怀孕的老婆，loan。。她怀孕一个月半了， anh kinh 非常的担心她，心疼她。。因为loan 一直吐个不停，也没有为口吃任何东西。。anh kinh 又不能为她做些什么。。我看 anh kinh 一定很难过。。我就跟他说怀孕的前三个月都会有这样的症状，所以叫他不用担心尽量让 loan 保持心情愉快。。他就说：“ of course! “ 因为她是他老婆。。看得出anh kinh 对loan 疼爱有加，我也非常地替她感到开心。。因为她找到他一生的挚爱，永远的依靠，拥有美满的家庭。。相信这是多数人所追寻的最终梦想。。其实越南的人，思想，生活，都非常的简单。。而新加玻的人生活往往都带有复杂。。就如感情方面，越南的人会比较认真比较恩爱而新加玻人的感情相比之下就变得脆弱多了。。哈哈。。

还是那一句话，我祝福他们。。 =D

2009-03-14T21:10:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-03-13T10:40:00.000-07:00

IFFS - INTERNATIONAL FURNITURE FAIR SINGAPORE

yes, this event just ended yesterday... this is a rather big event as it was held in 6 different halls to exhibit all innovative furniture by all different established companies internationally. in there, you will get to see the newest products in the furniture industry and there is where the business opportunities come.. haha..

anyway, noe wat? this is the 5th events i have done... as usual, im always excited about working in an event because i get to expose to new things, new knowledge, working with new people and communicating with people.. i really enjoyed every single event i have done... =D let me name from the first event... hee...
1st: the nextview, forex market
2nd: International dental exhibition and meeting
3rd: Food Asia 2008
4th: communic asia 2008
5th: International furniture fair singapore

i guess this is how my interest in finding jobs related to events come... would like to try out in an event company, to be involve in organising events... but after a chat with Alvin, e iffs executive, realise that there are many areas or rather department in organising an event like: sales and markeitng, operation, visitor promotions and so on... so which one am i looking into? so when he asked me, i dun really noe how to ans him either... my thinking was planning an event from the start to the end just as simple as that but didnt noe that i have to narrow down to certain area that im really interested in... haha... my thinking abit too general and shallow isnt it? haha... so i guess, i will think for a while before i go for the specific area that i want... but still, im in for events line... =) he has given me quite a number of events companies where i can check into... so yuppy, will check it out.. haha...

yes, back to iffs... as i mention alvin, yes he is the person whom we need to report to.. haha... he is a nice and funny chap too... but he look very stern kind and we got him a nick, lizard... he is incharge of the visior promotion dept in iffs... even a vip/buyer lounges, he did the layout of the lounge, how he want the chairs and tables to be arranged, arrange the foods and beverage, promote the event to the visitors, arrange for their accomodations... alot of work involved isnt it? haha... according to him, for a iffs event to be held, they need one and a half year to prepare... which means after this event ended theya re going to start preparing for the next year event... busy rite? haha... expected... he says organising an event is not an easy job and not many of them can handle it as well... so i think if im in for this line, i have to prepare myself first... haha...

overall it's a great event... =) oh, a italian sang love songs to me... LOL... the hall was playing some love music and he walked towards me and sang it... i was like erm.... dunno wat to react too.. he quite a naggy person insist of teaching us italian... haha... oh the only very right thing he said was: you are "belissima"! means you are very beautiful... =p aiya, he also not the first one who have said it, i noe myself too.. agree rite? muahahahahahha... *wink* italian man can be pervert de... they just keep anyhow touch and wanna to eat your tofu... dun anyhow think huh... he never touch me! =) just that e china girl opp us, was enteratining him and somehow, his stupid hands not very "guai" haha... see already oso er xin... omg... shall end this...

oh, noe quite a lot of friends... the temp organisers there... all guys man... they in charge of the operation nid to check everything make sure nth goes wrong... haha... some are nice to chat la... some just like fu yan ni lor... zhenglong, chinhao,joseph... for the first two days of the event, we have no time for chatting... but for the 3rd and 4th day, omg, nid ppl to chat man if not we can mould liao... haha... no people at all... but also good, we can run ard and see.. =)

ok... this is all.. pics time!!!>>> facebook ba... LOL... lots of pics..

2009-03-04T22:55:00.000-08:00

qs posted to me: "will i be back with him?"

got a shock just now... when i heard my mum asking me tis qs... so weird... my reaction: (laugh), impossible i told her... i told her i know what kind of guy he is... he would not want to patch back with his ex de... haha... tats hw i replied... hmmm... actually even my mum din ask, i also got think a little if we are still possible... but, clearly i know is not possible le... even if he is in my heart, we are just friends and not more than that... haha... my mum just trying to be funny... perhaps thats her thinking always, heard a lil from my sis oso... so nonsense... haha... knowing that there's a few factors to consider, neither will we make a move or maybe even there wun be any move at all from the beginning... haha...

ps: curious who is this guy? LOL... =p

anyway, today went out again... so tiring... finally tml i can stay at home... hee hee... fri, alan bdae somemore... hmmm... another day out... =(

2009-03-04T00:25:00.000-08:00

**bell gong**

i guess its a fruitful day... im happy... happy for my final decision of going for tat 2nd round of interview at redwoods advance.. never heard of the company before rite? it is a sales and marketing company basically - personal selling... be it selling yourself or selling the products...

anyway, i would say i have enjoyed alot from this afternoon interview... nah, shouldnt have say is a interview... is jus a bonding session... so fun so cool so interesting... i guess tis is so-called the corporate culture... after reaching there, after director speech, after watching video, the director introduce to us the trainers who are going to train and guide us thru for today...

glad to be attached with brandon... he's a nice chap whom i think he helps me to break thru all e ice wall... if not, i will be keeping quiet alrdy... thx to his friendliness that really bring me into the group and have fun... he is very cute one, abit short and round, hyperactive i guess... a cool guy indeed... afterall he teaches me quite a lot... sharing with me his personal experience and life... so for that half an hour, we know each other a lil bit more...

yeah, so i went into that small office and he start intro to me his team mates, his trainer, his trainee and his other colleagues... they start mingle ard with some cool music on... and now, e real fun started... haha... they have tis bell and this gong... each of these represent sth... ring a bell when u hit sales... ring a gong when u hit personal target... we will form a semi circle and one person out there will be e host and announce the best seller of e day... so e person will go out to ring a bell or a gong and go ard hi^5ing with the rest... things like when they clap for you, you got to shout 1 2 3 and they wil response "oh yes"... e whole thing just seems fun and i have been laughing alot... brandon and rodney out there to dance little chicken... wahahahaha... laughter aside, e director, adrian will go thru a meeting agenda, telling us abt a topic "thank you"... so ppl learn and pick up from there and get motivated... haha...

hmmm, really abit unhappy about rejecting the job... but afterall it is not what i want, it is not my cup of tea, so why force me into it? though i could have miss out e great team consist of rodney, fafa and brandon.. but... its ok, parcel by thing... one day of friendship will do... memory stays ma... =) have a good time with them... haha... anyway, got brandon's contact... he still say wan intro me his gf... wahahaha... hope they able to bell gong everyday ba... haha... oh, today brandon hits 6 sales target... wooohoooo... beat rodney! LOL...

a good day... =D nice meeting them...

2009-03-01T10:05:00.000-08:00

night out with kahboon =)

went to one of the cafe at haji lane...

*future pilot* hope so...=)

*nerdy you*

*kpo?*

*stress*

*i'm serious but he's just too fast..*

*stoning*

*falling asleep?*

2009-02-26T18:04:00.000-08:00

whooo... ended the last paper today!

catch a movie with e and c at amk... and we had mos burger for lunch... =D the movie title: "he's just not that into you"... the movie not bad, alot of sexual scene... LOL... but most importantly, is the moral behind it... from this movie, i have learnt that it is very true that a couples nid not get married in order to be blissed... a couples who get married doesnt mean they are happy too.. it is even true that there are alot of things that one cannot be forced especially when it comes to love... so what if he is not the one? just keep on trying out dates with different guys and probably you will met e right one? even if you think he is the one, maybe he isnt? so when one in love, he /she shld not be that into a relationship... in order for you to love him/her better, love yourself more... oh, what about those might misunderstand the other party that they might be interested in each other? so what if you make a confess to him/her and it turn out to be a mistake?

anyway, suddenly got this feeling and thinking... i would not want to be the one who get hurt again if i could... i would not give my 100% again...

i will go on a date... =)

oh, you think he/she is manipulating you, when he/she is not? when he/she is manipulatng you, you think he/she is not? what the hell is this? stupid tony idiot tony... i'm so in love with you... is true that if a guy wants you, he will go all his way out to date you out... if he doesnt even give you a call or msg, means he doesnt give a damn shit to you... so whats the point? tony, errrrrrrrrrr... speechless...

2009-02-22T17:14:00.000-08:00

"i am the wind, you dont see me.. but you will always feel me.. i am here for a higher purpose"

know what? it isnt from a song lyrics, not from any poem... but is actually airforce advertisment tag line... OH my goodness!!! so mushy rite? LOL... quote it from kb's nick... i still tot how come he suddenly put that... so er xin... doesnt seems to be from him... hahaha...

anyway, he is really a lucky chap... always got wat he want.. want a bike got bike, wan car got car, wan job got job, wan money he have, now wan to be pilot even pass the test... LOL... yeah, he is going over to australia for training on the 1st of march.. for two month i guess.. haha...

ps: boon, wish you all the best k... jia you... get your pilot license soon... though its still early to say all this, cox alot of stage to pass rite? haha... i believe you can de la... =)

2009-02-20T22:39:00.000-08:00

first paper today... customer behaviour.. not bad, manageable.. glad that me and esther have test each other out over the phone ytd night... haha... we agreed to do it for e next three papers.. hee...

wow, everything just happen so fast yeah? haha... after next week exam, wouldnt know when is the next time we will be seeing one another... during graduation? haha... hope all friends and classmates will turn up... haha..

anyway, was re-watching the video that nana make for us and he classmates for this 3 years spend in NYP... hmmm... looks like everyone have grown up alot yea? haha.. from not putting make up till now all pretty girls.. haha... think somehow our thinking has change as well ba... after all, we are young adults le.. all reach 2 le.. wats more to say... haha... glad that im part of BH throughout this 3 years... cox that is the period which i enjoyed the most and valuable memory to me too... coming to year 2, everything just seems as normal nothing special... till i met esther thru BSU... haha.. though we begin with classmates, but we ending up being best buds cum friends cum jie mei.. haha.. till somehow me, cher and esther become a small lil clique... with them ard, i never failed to laugh... probably laughing at myself? haha.. cox i always make a fool of myself in front of them.. for most recent case, using a mouse while thinking that in front of me is a touch screen.. omg... laugh till they roll ard man.. so embarrassing.. haha.. anyway, memory will never be erased, even if memory fade, friendship will always stay... =)

coming march, hope more jobs more busy... earn $$$$$.... haha... so that i can getaway to vietnam! hee hee... looking forward to march... hee hee.. hope to have a gathering with my pri sch friends, sec friends, my best friends... mix around well.. hohohoho...swim with e and c.. roller blading, bowling session, kbox session.. omg.. seems like alot to do huh... LOL... fun!

anyway, all the best to myself and all my peers for the coming exam... =)

2009-02-15T07:37:00.000-08:00

first of all, would like to congrats to yenpeng... she is getting engaged... so happy for her... afterall she is a nice girl and has been her bf for so long... they shld have good ending.. haha... read her blog... was so touched... though im not her though im not there... but can really feel e atmosphere ytd when the guy proposed to her... haha... i actually teared out.. LOL... joy of tears... she is my second fren who got engaged... im always happy to see my frens to be happy and have their own happiness... anyway, sincerely wish her all the best... =)

dunno wats up with me or with today... today is a bad day... feel so suffocated at home yet dun wish to go out either... intend to study but somehow cant study... took a nap in e afternoon.. wake up watch show on9... den keep finding ppl to chat... im really that bored ma? dunno oso... i msg kb oso... he shoot me cox im throwing myself at sb... after reading my blog, he feel pissed off.. haha... some friends also say im stupid to do that... some say im giving pressure to both of us... hmmm... am i really wrong? maybe yes? maybe not? these days i have been zhuaning niu jiao jian.. wats up with me? why cant i just be brave a little and move on? why cant i be like my sis leh? alamak... i told sheng to intro guys to me... LOL... he say i siao... true la.. im siao... even if he intro i wun be happy too.. haha...

exam coming soon... after exam jiu stress liaoo... cox nid to find job... haha... oh, think tis year gonna take e gst package... so cool... haha.. im 21 le... though not officially... hee..

ytd was valentine day... i spent the day with esther and cheryl... me and cheryl went to esther hse to chat to eat some sweet snacks.. haha... den we played with the karaoke party... so funny... bet cheryl records quite many video ba... den we started playing with balloons... balloons that we prepared for esther on fri to celebrate her bdae... LOL... a balloon fight... was fun... den we have bak kut teh for dinner... 11 plus den reach home... haha... hope they upload pics and video faster so i can grab from them... my phone spoil... so cant do anything.. =( but think gonna in ready in this two days time... haha...

esther is right, i got to adjust my slping pattern... cant slp so late le.. cox all the 4 exams are in morning... so better slp early and wake up early... ready for exams... haha.. jia you jia you ba!!!!

2009-02-12T22:45:00.000-08:00

happy auntie birthday to esther

tml then celebrating with her with cherly... haha... so today jus got her colourful balloons and make her bring it along wherever she goes... haha... pics are with her... haha...

2009-02-12T22:15:00.000-08:00

bb, have you already walk out of our r/s? hmmm... in your life, maybe there isnt me anymore... but in my life, it seems that you are everywhere... why? i have not been in such misery before... as my friend says maybe its our r/s short thus happy thus its hard for me to take it... but i think it is not true... im totally in love with you just that you cant imagine how deep is it... always need to hide this deep feeling and thoughts from you just because im afraid you would only stay further from me if you know i had been loving you all along... but this is definitely not how i want it to be like... but what can i do? even if not bgr, i still hope to be your that close friend... why cant i? why cant you? staying away from me, isnt what i want, is not going to stop me from loving you... so why? am i that irrtating to you? i have once told you you are my pillar... without my pillar, where can i get my forces from? because of you, i believe i can... because of you, i believe in love... because of you, im able to play bowling well... and many many more... maybe you have already forgotten what have we been thru? but i had never forget... even a fishball it can remind me of you... of how to be able to hold a round food with chopstick... for you just for you i can do anything... you expect your gf to bring a packet of tissue everytime going out, from i always forget till i buy from shop even before i meet you up till i finally remember to bring tissue with me everytime... you wish your gf able to cook a meal for you, im planning to do it... but there isnt any chance anymore... im not a person who have high expectation from my bf... i do not have bad temper... i trust you... i do care for you... i never lie to you... i do love you... but why? why cant i have you? whats so nice about you? i keep asking myself... maybe you just not worth it... but why? why do i have to pin hope on someone who dun love me anymore? its been more than one month... heart still ache sometimes... even people date me out, you are the only one in my mind and heart... though i wish that i could go out with you, but you are not the one who date me out... im silly, silly to find out about you through all means... ever since you back to blogging, i have check it out every single day whenever is possible... everytime pass by tutorial rooms, i will always peek in hoping to see you there... walking at the path along the printing shop, always look out for your shadow... knowing that what time is your lesson end, just hoping to go off at that time hoping that can meet you on e way... everyday in school, just hoping to meet you somewhere... knowing that you always go north canteen eat, knowing where will you be sitting at, maybe you dunno, i always peek on you from top level... all and all, just because of you... i realise im truely in love with you... but you aren't anymore... sometimes think back on the day you break up with me, the things you say, your eye expression, it hurts me... saving every msg you send to me... dun wish to delete but dun dare to see... maybe its fate ba... my phone spoil and cant even switch on for me to transfer msg... all the msg is all include those msg u send me in vietnam... all gone... i was so upset... is it a hint for me to stop all these? neither can i choose now... choose whether to hold on to this love or give up... im so upset...

see siew boon!!! i hate you for leaving me... i love you for once loved me... this is the love-hate feeling that i have for you... don't don't care me... i dunno what can i do... even now, we cant be back to how we started to know each other in vietnam... i dun want... i really dun wish things to be in this way... tell me that you still love me... tell me everything is jus a prank... tell me that you are forever my pillar... i know you are not going to do that... i know... school end le... lesser chance to meet you up... i bet i will miss you alot too...

ps: bb, love you... muackx.. =D

2009-02-09T17:26:00.000-08:00

last presentation!!

yeah, last presentation ended... haha... finally... today most of the groups have role play... and we are the first group to go... haha... =) one of the role plays is funny... shall upload the video asap.... dihua proposed to grace!!! hohoho...

anyway, tis week is out final week and study break and then exam... haha... tat's quick rite? guess for the following few days will be dragging my feet to school with heavy hearted... so fast 3 years have passed... hmmm... guess once after exam, we will 各分东西 le ba... emo... maybe our next meet will be at the graduate ceremony le... just wish everyone will be happy forever... =)

ps: wouldnt know when will be our next meet... or probably we will just pass by each other on the road... wouldnt know when will be the day we finally able to be as friends as normal as how we started there... sometimes really strange, you and him can just started as normal friends as possible but if you and him once together and separate, guess its kinds of hard to go back to that pure friendship that you all used to have ba... b, i really miss you... have never ever leave my heart before...

2009-02-07T13:50:00.000-08:00

so what if sorry?

sometimes even if you are willing to say sorry or you apologise first, it doesnt help anymore... cox you already cause it to happen... sometimes the person would not expect a sorry from you...

yes, saying sorry is not difficult but is it useful at all times? i doubt so... =)

2009-02-05T18:50:00.000-08:00

same like you - no motivation

yes, i dun motivation to do anything at all... realise that these days, my smile may be real but there's more indepth feeling that i actually controlling it within myself... this feeling mostly come out at night when i was alone... ytd night i was thinking maybe is becox i trying hard to maintain the friendship and hence, hiding my real feeling...

how do you guys feel abt your ex? to me, even they aren't my bf but somewhere in my heart they are still there... not becox i still feel for them... purely becox i feel that there is a special bonding between us as we are once together ar... hmmm... but to him, it seems very hard to maintain it... he simply treat me like a hi-bye fren? or is he good in hiding too? haix..

at least now i see him, i wun feel that panic and awkward... maybe tats becox i no longer hope that he would turn back at look at me once again ba...

ps: i really dun like what we are now... =(

as for projs, hmmm... dun mention it.. =(

anyway, have decided not to go uni for the time being due to the fees... looking for my ideal job... haha...

2009-02-03T12:45:00.000-08:00

bowling night, 3 hours of IB tut

yeah, finally done with the IB presentation... so tiring... night when bowling with JK and e at OCC... we took a cab there and e uncle start probing jk how old is "he", when he going ns and stuff... and we play along... wahahaha... funny... and i won!! but not a good game...oh we wear formal to play... especially me and e, we both wear skirt...haha... ever since came back from vietnam, somehow my skill 退步了!! or is it my teacher not beside me? jus nw when i play, his words keep flashing thru my mind... haha... hope soon real soon, we will get to play again... =)

2009-01-29T02:10:00.000-08:00

last min cleaning up!!

yes, spent e whole afternoon packing my room and my bro room... so tiring, nid to vacuum, mop, push tis push tat... backache after tat... haha... dig out interesting things as follow:

* a extinct discman *

* yeah, tis is a coin... a mould coin *

* a game we used to play with cousins when they come our hse... ghost house, ghost car and etc... *

* a mermaid by my sis... cool right? haha... *

da nian chu yi

went to lao sim hse... had food over there... haha... tat our dress code similar... either blue or green... haha...

* =) pretty sisssss *

* we 3 *

* lao sim *

still went to ah ma and my sis god mother there... but no pics... cox fall asleep... haha... at night my frens gathered at my hse... haha... tat was a late bai nian lor... mostly late... haha...

* guys playing cards *

* its xiong who doing the push ups... haha... *

da nian chu er

* darren - one of my mum's babysit... *

* my mum *

* darius - darren - kigent *

* before i left house to my father side gathering *

* cousins children *

* glad he is not crying.. =) *

da nian chu san

went to bugis and visit ah ma with alvin... had lunch with him and cheng yi... haha... den went to meet up with eric to do some grocery for night dinner... haha... den spend the whole afternoon at his hse preparing the food, eating, stoning, playing, watching... LOL... too bad... no pics taken... =) had a great day still...

2009-01-25T22:00:00.000-08:00

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爱情顺利，
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买4D中4D，
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发多点新年财，
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发啊！！！嘻嘻。。。

2009-01-25T12:36:00.000-08:00

that friday night i met up with ssb... wanna have a talk with him... yes, after 2 weeks... people may be wondering why i still need to talk to him since everything has ended... tats becoz i have alot of unclear doubts... moving on with all these doubts, i would regret... i dun pin hope on him anymore... becox i finally uds what kind of person is him... he is decisive person, guess nothing would change his decision ba... so no point i still wan him back... yes, its a tough thing for me... guess harder than any projects in school... haha...

yes, everything is possible to him... including breaking up with me... what else more can i say? have to agree with the statement ma... afterall i wouldnt say the talk did clear my doubts but either i would not say it help me to end my dream... should have wake up long ago... but i realise i didnt... till that night i saw him again... i didnt cry throughout e talk hor... but jus tears in eyes... looking at him, i feel that his working attitue and the way he talk that makes me admire alot... i like that kind of character... very charming to me... haha... but of cox he would not be the one that im going to admire anymore... another feeling i have got is he is jus one small table away from me... he is someone i love and treasure very much... but no use, he is getting further away from me... he is no more my pillar anymore, not someone whom i think he is the closer to me anymore.. yes, very upset... but still i din cry...

the style he do, i could not adapt... but was forced to accept his style of doing... i was pissed off... but what can i do? is alrdy a fact... hmmm... let it off ba... let him off ba... let myself off ba... 4 months of memories between us would always stay, has a big part in my heart... really alot sia... hmmm... that friday night, thx to esther and cheryl acc me after the talk... i requested for a big cry out... perhaps i should say cry for the last time ba... cher says: yokie, stars is always there in the sky... i looked at her and paused a while... i laughed out... finally i get her meaning no wonder want birng me go see stars... LOL... esther says: yokie, think in a positive way, you are one step closer to your true love... haha... true oso!!!

met up with ah sheng, wei, ran, xiong, cl... they keep me acc while i crying... haha... for two breakups, they acc me... very funny also... non stop till 3am? haha... casue my eyes to be swollen like hell plus i only slept for 3 hrs... ytd i work 14 hrs man... i think im really superwoman sia.. haha... cry finish le, tire finish le... start anew ba...
move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on! move on!

i will..

be back the happy yokie in my friends eyes...

*twist*

=)

2009-01-16T23:13:00.000-08:00

yeah~ badminton at RP~~
ytd i joined cl, cx, their friends , nephew for a badminton session at rp... first time went to their sport hall... i like e view from the soccer field... very nice... haha... anyway, had a good game... though tire but im glad i went with them instead of staying at home to study... hee...

2009-01-16T22:47:00.000-08:00

my beautiful wednesday~~
haha... tis day suppose meant for studying ps test... but i wasnt in the mood to do so... so i jio esther to swim and ask cher along though she cant swim tat day... but we still have fun... haha...

yes! i ate in a korean restaurant... acc them eat in fact... haha... e food there doesnt really suits me... but one good thing is we played a "what if" game... this kind of lame game, only cher will think of it... yes, she suggested it and so we played along... haha... afterall, its a game... even if there is really what if, so what? e things we will do or say or how we react may be different from what we conclude from the "what if" game... rite? haha... "what if" is just giving ownself another excuse to run away from the truth which is alrdy a fact... hmmmm... so what if there is really what if? there's alot of things changes means change le, even if there is what if everything will be different and nth will ending up coming out of it.. rite? hmmm... so "what if" is just a game... haha...

i enjoyed my day with them... =D

2009-01-12T20:30:00.000-08:00

hmmm... now i look back to my previuos entries... i think im kinda of bad... shldnt have say it thru blog... its really bad... and now my turn... hmmm... everything is just like a life circle, will be back to the original you again... haha...

ytd night was not feeling very well... glad that i went to east coast with kb... indeed a good environment to calm myself down and do a good thinking... not bad... i think e whole night i feeling less pain... the tide sounds really make ppl feel comfortable with it... at least ytd night i wasnt sad till i tire and slp... tats a gd start ba...

tonight is bored again!!! wanna go out chill chill.. haha.. =D

hmmm... yeah, i shld be thankful that i had once a happy moment with him... though is short but nv can it be replaced and forget... though physically not there but heart never leaves... hmmm... takes time ba...

2009-01-10T23:19:00.000-08:00

why do i blog? cox im finding ways to let it out... night and morning is the toughest time to past... now i can uds why ppl say at night easily feel lonely... haha.. jus nw find alvion kor kor chat chat... he really a happy go lucky guy who doesnt care about whether in love or out of love... this kind of person best ba... during a r/s, he can wholeheartedly treat his gf... but even if anything happen, he can take it easily...

sometimes i really hope im bad enough... at least i feel less pain... ppl also got say ma if gers not bad, guys wun like... haha... hmmm... but im not this kind of person ar... hmmm...

my friends all consoling me... pouring out all the things to them, yes i will feel better... but wun last... sooner the pain feeling is back... now think back of your one qs... you ask if one day i got happen anything, which frens will you think of... i say: you la, yp la, esther la, chiewling la, cher la... in fact they are the next one that i could turn to besides you... hmmm....

2009-01-10T14:45:00.000-08:00

心跳
王力宏
词 : 王力宏易家扬曲 : 王力宏

★ 喜嘻灬制作

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

你又在哭泣我给不了安慰
我又在摇头有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

想跟我吵架我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点

但身不由己出现在胸口
两颗心能塞几个问号
爱让我们流多少眼泪

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

2009-01-10T08:00:00.000-08:00

yes, im awake again... this few days is either nv slp well or slp late or wake up early... at night cant slp, morning wake up early and cant slp back... haiz... ppl ask me to delete whatever related things to him... but how can i do that? live better than him is a better choice? have tried... but only when friends are with me... when im alone, im just like a walking shell without anything but him...

yes, maybe i begin to feel better from ytd... i thought so too... time will heal, heal what? time will allow you to forget everything? chunxuan say always think of the good memories instead of the sad one and i will feel better... is that so?

superman and wonderwoman story

3 sep'2008
hold your hand becoz of urgh.haha a momentum.zzz.haha

3 sep'2008
haha.frankly speaking i've no idea e feeling just come de lo.when feel happy n we talk like no mens land.so slowly from there de lo.

4 sep'2008
just now plan fail. in fact want you go apartment just now wanna ask u to be mrs see liao. didnt expect yen peng upstair. i'll plan again.

4 sep'2008
wahaha, ya so obvious u aint a viet. haha. taiwan i wanna go sia. hmmm i wanna go thialand also. wanna bring you go.gee.

2 jan'2009
haha. silly girl cook for my gf is a great thing. muack.hmmm.kkz god night kkz.

5 jan'2009
haha. love you too.

6 jan'2009
baby i found you ring.haha.miricle sia.just pop up on my bed u noe.

7 jan'2009 19:39pm
ya just ate dinner.now i wanna go ntu watch bball.gee.

7 jan'2009 22:28pm
hey, can we be back to friends?

7 jan'2009 00:38am
everything ended.. you left..

2009-01-09T19:40:00.000-08:00

its just 4 mth ago... happened just sudden and ended so sudden as well... been through alot... everything seems to have your shadow... vanhouten raisin that you like to eat... e deep and ncie dimple that you have... the chow chow you first bought for me... the 2nd chow chow we jackpot... walking in the flood in vietnam... started from the dainam trip... first and second roses you gave it to me... our first movie the IP man... monopoly that we have played... the yong chun quan... stomach pain you will ask me to eat bo zai yun... the first ramily burger we made together... the first time you make burger for me... our first bowling game in vietnam... our first trip to genting... our first and last basketball game... the last time you say"love you dear/bb"... the last time you say "ben ben de"... the first hat you bought for me... the first present you give me on my bdae... you say you will bring me eat good food... bugis trip for your ny clothes... the time we work together in song be... the time we walk the long path back to our apartment... the tapioca you like to eat i bought it just on wednesday... you give me a kiss and you are happy... the first time i cook cooling dessert for you and you drank it all... etc, etc, etc...........

4 mths to me as if 4 years... is short but wonderful... there are just so much of things in my mind in my heart... how can i just say let go then let go? so much of misery... a reason which i cant accept it but made me let go... no longer have a chance to hear what i used to hear... no longer have a person keep singing oldies to me... no longer have you joking ard me... how much time that i need to take to heal? tears may stop but heart still bleeding badly... even kotex oso cannot absorb the blood... you say no worries anything we can work together... but this time round you work alone...

PS: bb i really put in all my effort and love but why it ended just like a sudden bomb... im badly hurt and full of scars... i still love you though... let me be your guardian angel ba... sadness pass... happiness has to come... im alright... hope im alright... haha...

2008-12-17T16:37:00.000-08:00

ytd went lunch with bb at jurong point... haha... didnt noe jurong point has been enlarged... haha.. we walked ard after lunch... we went to arcade.. and we played the candy machine and we won the JACKPOT!!! lol... the donald chow chow... haha...

enjoyed the day! hee hee...

2008-12-17T16:20:00.000-08:00

(before)

(after)

=)

2008-12-14T22:33:00.000-08:00

hmmm... how come i always dream about the same thing? which scare me out of my slp? is just like a bad dream... ytd night i dreamt abt it again... i was struggling within myself... feeling so uneasy and all e bad feeling... i was awoke... so anxiously looking for bb... and wanted to hug him tight tight... im really scare about that dream... nv have e third time please... hmmm...

tis morning bb send me to work and we had breakfast together... haha... initially he got a referee test nid to go... BUT... he forgot to bring his shoes... LOL... thats funny... but poor him... nid to wake up so early yet wasted trip... haha...

after work, at home i have nothing to do... in fact is i dun wish to move... dun wish to do anything... so lazy... hmmm... maybe is holiday ba... e mood is different... wahahaha... i watched tv, called frens and chat, sing, eat... hmmm... watever i can le... but im still very bored man!!! hmmm...

2008-12-13T11:40:00.000-08:00

relationship move forward in 2 different ways. both start with attraction. lots of different things attract or turn us on, a look, a gesture, the sound of a voice. where the relationship goes from there is up to us. the selfish lust route usually starts with infatuation, which feels like real love but is mearly a flash in the pan. these obsessions usually burn out quickly. before long, we start looking for our next flame. the material stage is when you get physical because it feels good and seems like the logical next step in the relationship. you say it's love but it's really lust. breakup is what inevitably happens when the relationship is based primarily on the physical.

if you want to build solid boy-girl relationship, you take the selfless love route. it starts with a foundation of friendship, getting to know and like someone, regardless of what you might get from them physically. bonding is when you start to understand and care for someone on a deeper level, learning their hopes and dreams, their fears and faith. it may involve some light hugging and kissing, based on affection, not lust. commitment is when you desire to share your lives together in a committed, long-term relationship, commonly known as marriage. at this stage sex is good and fulfilling.

wow... i think is quite cool... wahahaha... posted by bb... hmmm...

wonder if both of us taking e selfless route? are we consider that starting r/s with a friendship foundation? is our bonding there? do you have the committment yet?

wahahaha... is sth im interested to noe... =D

2008-12-13T10:44:00.000-08:00

wow... another long period that i din update my blog... busy with projs and tests... finally its now the two weeks term break... haha... cool! but may not be cool at all too.. cox we are still packed with many projs... =.=" hmmm...

anyway, i got my new hair style! haha... ytd i went to surprise bb... LOL... he was like shock? and keep smiling away... this ben ben de... haha... kinda of like my new hairstyle... neat and more tidy... most of all.. it wun irritate me when e weather is hot.. haha... yes, i cut short! haha...

ytd night had dinner at bb hse... his mum made the spagethi sauce and we made it hot and cooked the noodles... wahahaha... it was so fillling... *love him*

at night meet ah wei they all for supper... but kinda of regret going out so late... im so slpy and im not hungry and they talked abt their ns thing... so boring... hmmm... perhaps next time must go out early ba...

yeah... today going out with bb... hohohoho... since we came back from viet, hardly really went out to town... so.... looking forward... =D its always a pleasure to go out with bb... hohoho...

PS: bb, 爱你哦！

2008-11-25T22:09:00.000-08:00

i think we have to continuously meet up with our dear friends... often gather and meet up with one another... suddenly i got tis feeling, if one day if any of my friend met with any accidents(*touch wood*), and i would not be able to help to see him/her forever losing this friend, it would be a very very sad thing which i think no one would want this to happen... so do treasure your friendships and even if cant find the time to meet up, drop a msg to send regards... think tat will be great... great to hear back from receiver, great to hear from sender too... isnt it? make things happier for yourself as well as your dear friends... =)

anyway, suddenly so emotional because din see one of my year 1 classmate, jocelyn for quite sometimes... not even in school ever since we start school... so wonder where have she been... ask some of my friends but they do not noe where is her whereabout.. omg... make me worry a while... so i msg her and she replied... relieve... =) haha...

anyway, life is bored in school... hope tis sem go faster abit... hahaha...

PS: LOVE YOU BB..

2008-11-22T10:59:00.000-08:00

2008-11-22T10:08:00.000-08:00

(ms thao & ms hang)

(cheri)

(si qin)

(mr tony)

(ms nhan,me,ms zoe,ms trinh)

(dien dien khung khung & anh kinh)

(ms margaret & loan)

(michael jackson cum ms sania & mr wong)

(Victoria beckham cum yen peng & me)

(guess who? is BB... heehee...)

(boon & loan)

(romantic neh!)

(she was so touched, so am i... i cried~~)

(they are sisters)

(gary wang zi & clara)

(support centre)

(they just like to pose alot~~ wahahaha...)

2008-11-22T09:47:00.000-08:00

(kenji da ge & mimi)

(receptionists)

(lisa,alice,vivien,me,loan,maimai,lily)

2008-11-10T22:59:00.000-08:00

wow... time passes really fast... its 9th day back to spore... haha... sch alrdy started one week... din got the time to blog again... haha... everything cut short here... get right into the pics... =)

(last dinner with sc colleagues)

(cheri & dien dien khung khung)

(yea, she gave me a ride!)

3rd Nov' 2008, my 20th birthday

(they brought me to the spore flyer)

(here, he came to surprise me... hee hee)

(the soft toy he gave to me, his name is "chow chow")

genting trip from 6 nov - 8 nov with bb...

(the first soft toy, he won)

(ending up with 3 soft toy, the other two i won it! haha...)

(the bridge is known as qing ren qiao!)

tats all.. haha... had a great time with him...

ps: love you, bb... =) muackx.. big big hugs to u~~

2008-10-29T00:00:00.000-07:00

VIVA LAS BEGAS

yes, today is the last event that i have in Song Be... well, things are prepared within 2 weeks.. im impressive with the marketing team, yen peng & dawn, who managed to market this event and sell it.. im impressive with Si qin, my decoration partner... she's incredible... it's really great working with her... =D im impressive on my bb side, which is casino games... he did a great job and he really put alot of effort in it and went all out to make the atmosphere high... great to have him around... im impressive with wendy, who tried her best to do up the hollywood feel at the entrance... and it was really nice with all the related hollywood pictures... all in all, i think it was a success! and ALL INTERNS RAWKS~~~

afterall, this consider a farewell party for us too... it's really sad to have this kind of scene, this kind of atmosphere where all of us standing on stage, mr wong starting his closing speech by thanking us for organise this party, and hearing rounds of applauses below the stage... somehow i feel tat things that happen this two months, be it happiness, laughters, sadness, is just too much that we cannot expect... is it this much thick? or thicker? is unmeasurable!

yes, as expected, i cried! cried alot... epecially when i see loan and she hugged me, saying those farewell words asking me to take care and saying that she will miss me... i cant really get myself control but keep tearing...

alright will update mroe tml.. going slp now...

2008-10-18T09:08:00.000-07:00

good morning!

i work in the morning today... ms loan tell me that she bought chicken rice for me.. den i saw cheri msg say she have breakfast for me and boon... so i was like smiling away.. seems like today i got alot of breakfast to eat... to think i still ask boon to prepare breakfsat for me... wahahaha...

the funny thing is that i thought i would have two different kind of breakfast as it is bought by two different ppl... but apparently, i got two same breakfast... know why? haha... cox cheri ask ms loan to buy chicken rice for me and boon.. and ms loan bought one chicken rice for me.. ans ended up i have two chicken rice for my breakfast.. wahahaha... tats funny rite???

anyway, it feels good when u noe tat ppl do think about u and will buy food for u... haha.. e other thing is ms loan bought the ruo mi fan and chicken for me instead of the white rice kind of chicken rice cox she say she noe i dun eat fish sauce so she din buy tat for me... see how thoughtful she is? hmmm... a little sweet and feel touched in my heart... haha...

and i realise tat i dun really bear to leave here... ytd i dreamt about them... and i cried in my dream... when i woke up, i cried more... feel sad at that time... in my dream, i was back to spore and realise tat everything is back to normal with no ms loan, no green scenery, no bro kenji food.. i am sad... =( hmmmm...

anyway, one week or so more to go... =)

2008-10-11T19:45:00.000-07:00

wow.. hello everyone in spore!!!

have not been blogging for quite some time... due to busy, due to laziness, due to tireness... wahahaha...

2 and half more weeks from now... and i will be back to home!!! haha...
times really flies, cant believe that i have stayed here for near 2mths... everything was fine here... just that i hate revenue meeting.. every thursday, for sure i will not be happy... haha... so stress in the meeting... and i dun like it... haha... apart from that, everything will fine... as usual, every off days, for sure we will get out of song be and went to the town... but we are running out of places to go alrdy... haha... though go back to some same old places, but yet we still can spend alot... and is quite alot... haha...

last week, we went to saigon square... and i bought two pairs of ed ahrdy shoes, one for my sis and one for myself for 500,000 vnd and two long sleeves top at 200,000 vnd... so all in all, i spend $70 in a day excluding foods... omg!!! im broke!
coming off day which is tml, im not going to anywhere... but i will be following my colleague to her wedding photo shoot in song be... she will be going to the course and take pictures... well, im looking forward to it... haha... cox nv see how is it like taking wedding pics at a golf course... haha... i oso will wear pretty pretty to take some pics with her too.. wahahaha... too bad boon has to busy for his kids event... he going to hcm to buy the prizes for the kids... hope to go with him, but i wan to follow ms loan too.. wahahaha... so no choice... =)

last last fri, 3rd oct, we had a bowling tournament organised by boon... haha... quite fun... i team with the directer,mr wong and we won the first runner-up... think im influence by boon and got hooked up with bowling... haha... he guided me and now i think i can play bowling quite well.. tat night my total score for two games is 233... second best female bowler wor.. haha... think will continue to play oftenly when im in back in spore... hee...

last monday we went to eat buffet at parkson at hcm... their buffet is at 90,000 vnd nett!!! is ard 9 bucks per person only... haha... cheap rite? den eat til very full too.. haha... before buffet, we went to play bowling again... is a cosmic kind of bowling alley... well, is my first time playing cosmic bowl... quite cool... heard from boon spore oso have one.. so probably will try out one day with him... =) we went to casino oso.. the casino here 18 yrs can go in alrdy... haha.. den we change 3 usd to play jackpot... and i won 10 usd... first time luck... haha...

waiting for my pay... is out on the 15th... haha... think they planning to go damsen water park next monday... but dunno how it goes... haha... and for the folling two weeks we will be very busy as we are asked to organise a party for the company staff... and we settled with casino-superstar team... haha... sounds cool rite? but alot of preparation within the two weeks... *sweat* hope everything will be fine...

i have went swimming twice for this week... probably today i will go another time... haha... dunno why just feel like swimming... maybe is becox i got my bikini? haha... anyway, i gained weight!!! though i may not seem like i gain weight, but the fact is i gained 4kg man!!! omg!!! from 45kg(always remain in spore) to 49kg(vientam) wow... dunno what i eat oso... haha...

ytd night after dinner we went to thang loi to play bowling again... after bowling we went to disco in vietnam! well, i dun like it... the place very stuffy and many gangsters... den very smelly oso... soon we left for bubble tea... den we walked along the street... den we cab back home... so slpy... =(
and today i work at 530... glad that i can wake up, but im really slpy... tats why i decide to blog.. haha...

btw, my yahoo mail: createinvietnam@yahoo.com
i created it cox hotmail here cannot sign in... so i got to sign up for yahoo so as to contact my frens...

ps:esther, if u happen to see my blog... take not of this add cox i dunno if ur add i gt add wrongly or not.. haha..

hmmm... tats all... back to work... its a very long blog ooooo.............

2008-09-16T22:17:00.000-07:00

OUT TO GOLF COURSE!!!

went out with dien dien khung khung!!!

2008-09-16T22:05:00.000-07:00

suoi tien park!!!

2008-09-10T09:01:00.000-07:00

morning i was still quite energetic.. but after that, i began to feel slpy... haha... dear oso feel the same way... but can see he more tire than me.. haha... poor him... after work, we went fora massage... damn shiok la!!! but of cox is pain... haha... and is cheap is only 100k don = 10 bucks.. wahahaha... for an hour you noe? haha... e lady skill really powerful... haha... den had a great chat twith the person in charge, chery...

hmmm.. dunno y, but everyday i see him, i will love him abit more.. haha... i dunno hw long i can love him, but of cox i hope it can be an everlasting love... as long as we are together, i will love him as much as i can... haha... we two very funny, we will miss each other acc very much even though we are jus 20 steps away from each other? wahahaha... yeah, he is right, there shld be some privacy between us... haha... so shall not blog much abt me and him... =D

noe wat? it really feels good when other people say that both of you are matching and stuff... haha... chery also say that we are matching.. LOL... is it so? haha... anyway, im really happy with him!

ps: bb, i love you.. thx for bringing the joy and sweetness into my life and for this few days... muacks.. *HUGS* one and only true love~~~ =)

2008-09-09T00:49:00.000-07:00

*bowling at than noi hotel*

together with ms hang, ms trinh, wendy, gary, clara and dear, we went to bowl last saturday.. long time nv play abit rusty le... but dear play very well.. haha... he very sweet.. everytime i played, he will whisper to me: " bb, jiayou" hee hee... sweet ba... loving him more... =)

* POWDER BATTLE * ITS FUN!!!!

today is our off day again... initially wanted to go to water park.. so we took about 3 hrs journey ride to the destination due to traffic jam... and guess wat? did nt open!!! close for maintenance!!! haha... ending up we had our lunch there... and took a cab down to an dong plaza after lunch... enjoy shopping with dear... =) so far, he nv fail to make me feel sweet in heart... and he bought a watch for me!!! haha... thx dear for the watch...

*e traffic jam* very horrible!!

*gift by the ppl cox we buy alot... haha...* so one for dear and one for me! =)

*pool @ diamond shopping mall*

ps: dear, thx for being there... love clinging on you! =) muackx...

2008-09-07T15:10:00.000-07:00

nw is 2:42pm... at work now... i nearly fell asleep so decide to blog to make myself more awake... haha... just come to think of it, i have not intro my friends who come to vietnam with me... haha...

let's start from our leader:

Wendy
yes, she is appointed to be our leader of this internship... well, most of you guys know her... she is very outspoken and really think for the majority... haha... indeed our leader yeah... haha... she always can easily find topics to chat abt and never fail to smile... haha... cheerful lady,hyperactive and talkative too... (",)

yen peng
my mother's shadow... y is tat so? haha... she ar, just like our mother "nag" beside us, remind us to switch off the lights, air-con, remind us to bring our keys to lock our door.. haha... simply saying she is very friendly and caring just like a big sister to me somehow... den when the time goes by you will discover that she like to joke and act alot too.. haha... oh, she sings very well.. power neh! tat day went singing with her, i nearly dun dare to sing... =p...

meng lie(ming li)
haha.. tis girl good in counting!!! haha... everything oso mux count till sui sui... haha... wun let herself in disavantage... LOL... she has a funny r/s theory and thinking... wahahaha... but tats e funny part ba... oh, she eats alot... haha... every meal, we never fail to disturb her... haha...

clara
everyone says she is cute.. maybe she is too small and ppl thinks so... haha... my yr 1 classmate too..

gary
yeah, he is a nice chap... and hardworking too... heard tat he is 3.7 pointer k... mai siao siao... haha... easy going guy... sometimes he will pass his casual remarks which make us laugh... haha... oh right, a humble guy and polite guy... he like to play games and watch shows alot... haha...

siewboon aka superman aka bb
haha... another leader of the trip... haha... he has own thinking and reasoning... always like read some interesting books such as body language and stuff... den be with him more, u will learn more.. haha... gd in taking care of ppl... haha... but tats wat a guy shld do rite.. haha... always like to say something very lame, cold but funny... everyday oso happy happy one... be with him, u will be happy too.. =D
we fated to be in the same department but different room... for the first week, we always wait for each other for lunch for work for breakfast... but im glad im with him... cox he made my day too.. haha... lub him~~~

tats all for the round of introduction... haha... =D

2008-09-02T20:14:00.000-07:00

*guess wat am i eating?* jus like a plastic sia, but edible.. no worrys... haha...

*snails* dun dare to eat... haha...

*pandan kueh*

*food tasting* cool ba =D

*yp & ml*

*my supervisor, ms loi* haha...

*ms mai*

*waiting for palace dinner* haha.. =)

2008-09-02T10:35:00.000-07:00

last sunday, ms zoe bring me and sb to a dinner... the venue is damn amazing... i bet in spore cant see this kind of dinner... haha... no regrets in going cox actually ms lena wanted to brought us out to eat buffet.. so ending up we din join them... but still a enjoyable outing wiht ms zoe and sb... haha... the dinner is for a rich man in vietnam, mr young's mother 80 birthday... alrdy sae is rich liao, he invited 10,000 more ppl to the dinner... damn cool la.. the venue is in a palace some sort.. haha... like china's great wall city.. haha... really amazed by the whole thing.. haha...

*e crowd*

*first dish*

*second dish*

*third dish*

*FOURTH DISH*

*fIFTH dish*

*guess what is this?*
*not chrysanthemen, is HARD LIQUOR!*

*CHEERS*

*YEAH!*

*THE LONGEVITY LANTERN*

* THE PALACE TOOK 15 YEARS TO ENGRAVE ON THE WALLS *

ENDS HERE.. =D MORE TO UPDATE... BUT NEED TO COMPLETE MY REPORT FIRST... HAHA... YEAH.. TODAY MY HOLIDAY! COX IS VIETNAM NATIONAL DAY! HOHOHO...

2008-08-30T18:21:00.000-07:00

MERDEKA CHARITY & VIETNAM AND MALAYSIA FOOD FAIR!

* baba traditional vietnam costume *

* finally done with our part * morning very misty...

*help ms tien to tie plaits*

* vietnam & malaysia food fair*

* chef kenji *

* hole in one prize: mercendes *

* fried kway teow *

* yen peng & mingli wearing sarongs =) *

* crowd coming *

*some sort of kueh like agar agar... very nice but abit sweet*

* e vietnam food stall *

* cool rite? haven get to try this *

haha... tats all... basically above is roughly what's happening today... =)

reached work at 430am.. omg rite? so tire... haha..glad im able to ge myself up... haha... start to welcome the golfers and get e daily no from them and distribute their score cards to them... haha... this ends at ard 6 plus 7... den me and boon went to eat breakfast with ms zoe at e terrace restaurant... haha... bee hoon nt bad, tuna bread nice... =) went to walk ard see see chit chat... den back to work... went to e terrace there first to see if there's anything to help out... but i nid to go at 11am so nt able to do much... by e time e crowd come, i have to go back to support center le... haha... den waited for e score cards to arrive til my neck can turn longer... omg... but mslo gt assign me to help her make a reservation of 28 pax... haha... den she bring me to e place where score cards are collected.. and ask me to collect frm them.. haha... but since e cards nt yet arrived... i ran to e terace there and join my frens.. haha.. happen to be all there.. haha... den took some pics of e stalls and my frens... hee... soon, i have to run back to collect score cards and take it back to support center to tabulate e scores... haha... though all numbers and have to be careful with no mistakes, but still glad tat i help them with e tabulation while my frens will help out in e terrace restaurant to serve e customers.. haha... =) have any idea when we have our lunch? 2 plus ok?!?!?! near 3 i think... den we get to try out e foods at e stall there... nt bad... but maybe jus too tire and not much appetite... =)

den me and boon knocked off and we went back to e apartment lor... and i was alone in e apartment... after bathe i went over to boon there... too empty to stay alone in e hse... LOL... tat's it... event succeed! very good very good!!!!!

2008-08-27T18:46:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, how's everything over there? haha... im doing find here... jus tat i fall sick recently in fact e second day in vietnam... i gt fever, headache and flu... very sianx lor.. cox kind of slpy and nt feeling well.. ytd, i officially start work in e support center... and Ms Suong taught me the rates of the golf and today Ms Trinh taught me how to use the system.. As wat i thought, is easy... so is start answer call.. nt bad... no stress.. nt like tradewinds where i have so much of stress.. haha... den they are also very friendly and helpful always put up a smile on their face... haha... after my supervisor came to work, my job is to sit there and chit chat with her... cool rite? my supervisor, Ms Loi, she is very motherly to me... today i helped her to reply an email and she saw the way i reply she laugh and hold on to my hand and just laugh.. like very close like tat... haha... make me oso feel ps... cox i reply quite harsh tone... LOL... besides that, ms li mention that she wan me to go out to work at e receptionist to help out in the check in procedure for the golfers which i think is really a rare chance.. haha... so probably start from next week, two of the days i will work outside... haha... but work outside gt to wear collared top and i only have one top... so is either lend frm frens or maybe get myself a collared top... =)

today, we went to see another vice director of song be, mr van.. he is very friendly to welcome us to song be too.. haha... and ask us to enjoy... wahahaha... given the environment... heard tat he is previously a movie star in vietnam... haha... i also asked ms tien to help me buy another top up value card of 200k... haha... scare over e 3 mths nt enuff.. haha..

me and siew boon went to e proshop during work, cox we just nid to walk ard is bored over there.. haha.. den saw one cap not bad... USD$8 haha.. den he bought me that as a advance gift of my bdae pressie... haha... but soemhow it suited me and i like it... hohoho... =) think coming monday our off day, we intend to book a van and go down to buong market near city... heard that e market is very famous that sell alot of cheap stuffs.. haven confirm yet, but surely we will make a trip down to town... hee.. =D

oh ya, morning me and wendy had a diff breakfast.. quite nice.. western style.. we toast our own bread, ask kitchen to cook sausage and egg... haha.. cox their breakfast no change one... for continuos 3 days, their menu is maggie mee, beehoon and bread... so pathetic lor... eat alrdy also can vomit.. nt say e food not nice but jsu sick of it.. haha.. anyway, viet dishes really nt bad... one day you guys shld try it... haha... is very home food kind... so i dun really miss home food over here... cox i can have it almost everyday... haha...

btw, jus know that, all e staffs in song be are allowed to play golf at foc rate leh... cool rite? haha... but tat applys to after work lah...but still cool wat... maybe one day, shld jus try it.. right? haha... looking forward... =)

ok, tats all for today... haha... pics i lazy to upload.. very slow.. haha... so when i really free den i will upload ba... haha... you guys, take care k.. =D

2008-08-25T18:21:00.000-07:00

tats all.. haha... so far so gd... let e pics do e talking ba... alot to say... LOL... gtg... go find they all.. the palyig mahjiong... haha... will update again... =) cheers... and take care friends...

2008-08-22T23:21:00.000-07:00

have a great time at sentosa... with cher and esther... haha... though is nt a very gd weather to go there, but i still enjoy very much... haha... thx for everything that you guys have prepared... its really great to me... wahahaha... just dun bear to leave... haha... anyway, one more night in spore before leaving for vietnam... its a 2 mths intern over there... hope i really can enjoy myself and return happily... haha... tml yp they all will be coming to my hse to have steamboat... looking forward... oh, i still haven packed my luggage.. so nid to pack it now... haha... hope i can blog over there... =) wish me gd luck!!!

2008-08-10T20:59:00.000-07:00

YEC DAY OUT AGAIN! TO ZOO!!!!!

YEAH, gt 50% off tix frm cl.. and we went to zoo at half price... hohoho... early morning woke up and so excited abt the trip... haha... reached there ard 10... it's early! cox ard 2 plus we almost walked finish the zoo lor... haha... glad that still some shows can entertained us... took quite a lot of pics... hee... today's e weather nt too bad... at least nt tat sunny but a bit windy but nt rainy... hohoho... we ate KFC for lunch... but nt tat full actually... haha... so basically, we spent our whole day there... til ard 5 plus den we left... haha... cool rite? whole day in zoo... haha... anyway, thx girls i enjoyed my day alot! nw, we should jia you for our exam ba... cheers~~

(ONE PEOPLE ONE NATION ONE SINGAPORE)

2008-08-10T18:59:00.000-07:00

2008-08-10T01:30:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to singapore!

yeah... not long ago, just pass Singapore 43th birthday... haha... this day quite happening... walked out to the street, everyone is wearing singapore significant colours - red and white... haha... singaporean can be very unite and supportive one wor... haha... met sca t yishun den we went down to centrepoint to acc cl for break... glad we ate something tat timing... haha... coz we had very late dinner... =) after her break, we went straight to city hall... the crowd is really crazy... so many bangla somemore... finally got thru e crowd... we walked another way out, but is drizzling... haha... but we just continued walking... haha... til we reached one place where we think it was a good view to watch e fireworks... so we stay there... frm 6 onwards for e fireworks... after fireworks... we alrdy left e place asap but still caught in e crowd... =.=" everywhere oso block...

squeezing thru e crowd, dash across e road even if two officers blocked in front of us... climbed over e railing, walked on e expressway road... finally reached raffles bought e 营光棒，splashing water den we went to lau pat sat to have dinner... haha... happening hor... is tiring one lor! LOL... but still glad that i got to see e fireworks.. and as usual make wishes... hohohoho...

(cool rite?!?! heehee..)

(fireworks!)

(at e expressway!~!~!~!)

(end pic =))

2008-08-09T11:18:00.000-07:00

last day of sch, last presentation, last tut, last lect, last test all on tis day~~ =) wahahaha... some pics taken too...

on e same day, went to hooters again! this time round we sat outside facing e river... hohoho... cool!

2008-08-09T11:17:00.000-07:00

pics taken at toy'R'us!!!

(noob, still dare to twist?!?!?! LOL)

(take revenge huh??)

(so loving*)

on e same day, went to kbox.. haha...

(only then, i know can lend jacket from them... haha...)

(怪ka~)

2008-08-04T00:34:00.000-07:00

2008-08-03T01:03:00.000-07:00

yeah entrepreneurship day is over!

haha...finally ended ytd morning... overall, wat i can say is we have e 3 best speakers out to the front to present our idea to e judges.. though, at e end judges may have doubts and stuff but overall they sae is a very structured and good presentation by us... haha... anyway, its over... we shld be happy of cox... haha...

we spend like ard half and hour to take pics ar level 3 outside lecture hall there... funny background rite? haha... i only have some pics with me... waiting for xx to send me... haha... went out lunch with cher, grace,xx and esther at ajisen ramen... haha... can see that we are really tire... cox din chatted much actually... haha...

(死笨兔）

2008-07-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

hmmm... gt alot to say actually... i really love my friends though sometimes i will attitude them... haha... different kind of ppl will pursue different things... different type of friends will let you feel different things... maybe to some, friends to them are all the same... but to me, is not... have never think "some friends" can impact me so much... the touched and all the interaction are always so unforgettable... can really learn alot from them... they are really cool and sweet... really, i swear! from now, we will treasure each other more right? haha...

some guys are 大笨蛋！seriously, i have to admit im tat kind of girls who cant wait adn wun wait for the guy that i like... haha... cox i dun agree with no ending r/s... this thinking of mine isnt noble at all and selfish i noe... haha... jus cant help it... haven find a guy whom i willing to wait... LOL... but when comes to waiting for someone whom may nt get back to you, what for? i really cant uds... people just dun wan you to get hurt, but why still make urself fall into this deep well? maybe you can say they did not care about ur feeling at all... but yor wrong, they care tats y they dun wan hurt... but i can oso uds hw you feel when ppl ask you nt to wait... maybe opp sex different frequency, different thinking line... haha... =) =(

2008-07-28T23:07:00.000-07:00

(newly bought shoes)

(scroll by starstar, deeply touched!)

(heehee)

(they sit diagonally)

evil plan start again!!!

(see how she so afraid of us? wahahahha...)

(with her tutu balloon)

(whipped cream all over)

2008-07-27T10:49:00.000-07:00

Continue of the celebration:

2008-07-27T01:14:00.000-07:00

today our shop become so attractive!!! becox of these girls... haha... heard that they gt performance at taka and they came to our shop and shop!!! haha... those ppl would just stop and see... curious ba... haha... so do i!!! wanted to take pics of them... one even wear til like huang zhu ge ge lor... omg... heard tat those costumes represent differenet state of indonesia... haha... e costumes is amazing... wonder wat abt vietnam one? hahaha...

(e unsighful one, scratching her ass!!!haha...)

(she very on one, let me take pic... haha...)

(皇朱格格驾到=.=")

2008-07-25T23:27:00.000-07:00

(the wishing balloons flying off =))

(just too bad, girls.. wahahahahaha...)

(wahahaha... comment pls,!!!)

2008-07-25T20:27:00.000-07:00

2008-07-25T20:11:00.000-07:00

wow... long and tire day! haha... why is tat so? i only slept 4 hrs!!! ytd slp at 4am and wake up at 8... haha... today we have fun!!! tat includes BH girls! haha... early morning wake up and get ready... met esther on e way to centrepoint... wait for the balloons to be filled and walked ard e shopping mall.. haha... after e balloons are filled, we put all the balloons into e trash bags tat i brought with me... haha... den can you imagine with e two bag of balloons taking trains, crossing e roads... haha... glad that it din caught much attention of the others... den we went to tcc to buy cakes too.. hee hee... everything is done! haha... after reached sch, thx to charlie ng to lend out his room to put our balloons... haha... nv want them to noe wat's going on for both grace and cher... haha...

anyway, e celebration turn out to be nt bad... jus tat e nt enough balloons to have tat effect tat i imagine... haha... as usual we played all e way... splashing waters... running and chasing ard... haha... so fun! but it's really tiring... haha...

PS: specially thx to eric's bro's lighter! without e lighter, bdae cakes isnt cakes... haha... thx to esther for acc to centrepoint... thx to BH girls for the support and fun... thx to man heng dares... thx to our two bdae girls, grace and cher!! haha... without them today we wun be having so much fun... =) thx to e weather for not raining but windy... thx to charlie ng lend out his rm... thx to e two guys tat they approach to them to offer flowers... anyway, thx everyone! haha...

pics rolling:

(writing wish on the balloon)

(yeah, done!)

(noob grace)

(she is very protective over the wishing balloon!!!)

(wat so secretive rite? haha...)

(bdae girls)

(scary ba with blind folded)

(cher with her cheese cake)

(grace with her chocolate cake)

(enjoy ur cheese cake ba)

(yummy yummy rite!!!)

ends pics here... haha... video... still figuring hw to load!! LOL...

2008-07-25T03:28:00.000-07:00

few hours ago, jus me, esther and cher went to hooters... wow... e girls there are ooowhoo... haha... jk... but they really wear til quite skimpy , very very short shorts... LOL... we specially brought cher to this place... cox she would had her own performance time... wahahahaha... =p we ordered, we ate, we chat... btw, the foods there not bad though was expensive... haha...

*hiek hiek* cher's day has come!!! wahahaha... pics will tell you guys e story..

(dun look at us, no one can save you!!! muahahaha...)

(burst out laughter, LOL)

(really omg man!!!)

(super on sia)

(*whistle*)

(weird bdae cheer or song?!?!?!) haha...

(Congrats)

(my meal!)

(their toilet super clean!)

fun nitex!~!~!~!

2008-07-25T01:37:00.000-07:00

baby aloy has left home for 2 days le... missing him... tat day cried again... whenever i saw his pics... haha... noob me rite? hmmm... tat morning wake up early so get to take a few pics of him... haha... tats all i have of him le... =(

(first and also the last time see him bathe le)

emo... =(

2008-07-22T23:14:00.000-07:00

hey all,

im so tired right now... but just wan to upload some pics before announce dead... haha... today we had out hrm skit presentation... nt bad... im glad i no 怯场... if nt will be damn malu!!! haha... stupid thing is gt to act like auntie keep nagging and nagging... and nid to wear big nooby spec... haha... ytd oso presentation... is our crm!!! our dear ms joanna chua, is really killer man... we are the first group... so rather shocked by her qs like e mission statement e values of e company which is nt included in e presentation... glad that esther managed to salvage e situation... haha...

pics rolling~~

< after presenting, feel so relaxed!!! >

< killer, ms chua >

< cartoon grace >

< nt cute at all =( >

< cuter rite? >

< omg, JK's pose!!! >

2008-07-19T23:37:00.000-07:00

天下无不散之宴席! so sad to say that aloysius will be leaving next week... after next week i no longer see him... no longer hug him... no longer play with him... no longer see him after long day in sch... jus feel upset... think i like him most... cox he is really cute... somehow there's affinity between us? he can make me happy.. haha... hmmm... last time whenever e babies that my mother babysit, we will always keep in touch every now and the.... but this time round is different... aloy's mother nt as other parents like tis will still keep i touch or wat.. think after he go home, we no longer gt a chance to see him le ba... omg... just four days ago... and im sure e time passes very fast... sianx... =(

2008-07-18T20:15:00.000-07:00

it has been quite some time since i blog le ba... another 1 mth plus from now before going to vietnam... haha... few days ago, i still very troubled over this... began to question myself began to think if i shld still be going or not... tat night somehow cant get into slp... desperately need someone to tok to me but e time den was alrdy very late... glad that ling was still awake... so i called her, before even i said anything to her i alrdy cried out loud.. haha... noob rite? i told her how i feel and stuff... e more i said to her e more agitate i am... haha.. think she gt a shock too ba... LOL... so tat night din slp tat well... next day i woke up early in e morning... so i merely slp for tat few hours... den cried again for e whole morning... LOL... eyes were terribly swollen then... dun even dare to look into e mirror.. stupid me rite?

tat day in sch, i went to see mr tan... and he showed me alot of pics over there.. give me his advice and stuff... seriously, really attract by e view over there... it was a golf club... e greenery view was really great.. haha... golf courses would be provided for us... haha... anyway, i alrdy confirmed going le... haha... tickets bought also... so wat i could do is probably looking forward and think positively ba... 10 weeks... short 10 weeks i would be back! haha... =) if possible will keep upload pics and blog... if time allows.. =)

looking forward ^.^

2008-07-09T20:09:00.000-07:00

today had my ccm test... think they recognise me but i dun rem them... LOL... but try to write up something oso... haha... hope can pass ba... den we went to the atrium there to queue for candly floss and pop corns.. hee hee...

2008-07-09T10:37:00.000-07:00

2008-07-08T23:27:00.000-07:00

supposed to be a good news but seems like im not happy at all!

nw think back, i also dunno why i wanted to apply for oipp so much... is it becox of peers influence or i really wish to go over? hmmm... frm e beginning, im not that enthu at all but still i got all e documents and submit it... til when interview, stress up over it but still e interview passed... til now when e result is out, i actually dun wish to go... haha... funny me rite? anyway, though i made e call but Mr tan did not confirmed with me also... but e fact is my name is in e list... hmmm... den i feel quite uneasy and unhappy knowing e result... is it becox my fren nt going with me? or is it i really afraid to go over my on? hmmm... think if my fren going with me, definitely i would nt be so unhappy now alrdy... hmmm... dunno hw... tml see mr tan den decide ba... haha...

2008-07-07T22:38:00.000-07:00

mr wong's babies are cute!

haha... today met mr wong on e way and knowing he is going to fetch his two precious, so me and esther followed... haha... and after 5 mins wait, we saw him coming out with his precious.. haha... quite cute... just a little too shy.. haha...

den i went to botak jones at yishun with sc... consider nt bad... especially e hot dog... haha...

2008-07-03T10:45:00.000-07:00

haha... my friends keep reminding me i have not been blogging... no time you see!!!! anyway, going to blog a short one... haha...

ytd is our free day again but still got to g back to sch early to do proj... haha... den still gt tep award... nth special... but once or twice got tis kind of cermony oso not bad... like e atmosphere... LOL... 怪胎 rite? haha... i noe... hmmm...

night went to meet peng yau for dinner... haha... not bad not bad... we went to eat fish and chips at clarke quay den went to doby ghaut to walk walk den we walked frm doby ghuat to millenia walk e waterfall there... haha... we had a long walk... and all the way, have fun with him... funny chap.. LOL... btw, ytd when we reached the waterfall there, e wind there damn shiok!!! we sat there and chatted a while before we home sweet home... haha... no pics... e wind too strong cannot take... wahahahahaha... anyway, had a great day! =)

2008-06-22T09:58:00.000-07:00

The basic thing is that everyone wants happiness, no one wants suffering. And happiness mainly comes from our own attitude, rather than from external factors. If your own mental attitude is correct, even if you remain in a hostile atmosphere, you feel happy.

When we feel love and kindness toward others, it not only makes others feel loved and cared for, but it helps us also to develop inner happiness and peace.

If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion.

i saw this entry from JK
i like this... haha... tats cool...

PS: suit e attitude guy, read it!!!

2008-06-22T09:54:00.000-07:00

is a continuous from sat - losing a friend

ytds night, i came to know about something which was what i have been wondering about... and i confirmed that im not seeing wrongly.. whether it was a bad thing or a good thing or not... i dunno... pros and cons maybe... but surely i alrdy forsee what will happen and what action you will take... this is what i most concern with...

this morning i woke up early, i saw e msg u send me... again, u choose to emphasize on having you as a fren to me is not impt... i hate tis sentence most... in fact, if any one of my friends said this to me, definitely i will be upset... and indeed i am... im sad not becox you choose to keep a dist frm me, im sad that after so many things i have said, you still think that u urself as a fren not impt... and was obvious that you are not understanding for what i have said...

you may think that you are not impt in a sense... but have you think that not everyone tell every one of their friends about their sadness or happiness? its not lor... ppl chose to share their things with those friends that they trust and they believe that those friends are impt to them becox they will turn to those friends whenever they encounter with any unhappy things, they depend on these friends...

and me, im that kind of person... you make tat sentence, im really upset, cox im depending on you yet you chose to leave... in e past, i can treat you as "those friends", turn to you when im not happy.. but now? though is what i expected but naturally dun wish that to be happened... i mean why cant just think of e positive side that, we still can be frens as ever? and y mux be you guys who always have tis act after all things have happened? its ok now...

i shldnt have lead you on either... just live e way you wanna be, just be e attitude guy u wanna be, just be e way u wanna it to be...

ps: if you see this entry, and you wan to take back your words by all means... but if you choose to think that you as a frend not impt that i shall not disturb you further... im waiting, my friend...

2008-06-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

is all about sat

ytd is really a bad day for me... shall not sae wat happen at home... but jus very upset over it... having headache in e morning, awake at 5 plus, work at 2... hmmm... within one day, so many things have happened... was quite moody for the whole day... and im glad that i work with them, at night in e shop i laugh like hell lah... stupid jeff go talk to a customer in cantonese... and noe wat e customer reply? "dunno how to say, dun say" wahahaha... tats funny... didnt noe tat jeff acting skill not bad sia... and make us happy for tat day... LOL...

another thing, baby smile is always a miracle medicine tat will help you not remembering e unhappy things that happened... haha...